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Wednesday, July 30, 2008
2dae went t0 skewl as per n0rmal. was late 2dae.. n decided to g0 skewl by cab.. hehe.. act rich onii.. hahas.. cn say tat we reach skewl juz in tyme.. hahas. had eng test 2dae.. the paper was 0k.. but the summary sux lyk hell lurhh.. i dunno if i cn do well or nt.. juz h0pe tat it will be a pass. n skewl were as per n0rmal.. laugh here n thr.. had recess 2dae!.. hahhas.. weird.. thn afta skewl went mac wit nadu n sutha.. farnie lurh both of them.. nadu kept talking.. fun lurhh seyy.. dunn0 h0w t0 eat pr0perly.. hahhas.. thn afta tat went 4 dance.. n i was LUCKY! cz nita wasnt thr 2dae..hahas.. if nt sure kena lecture.. damn irritating seyy.. s0o hating uu! i did badly.. urgh! i juz cnt seem t0 dnce perfectly.. wth siia! n perf is juz on friday.. fuck siia.. kak siti was 0kay.. din t0k much wit her.. thn had t0 pack our c0stumes 4 the perf. mirah was verii farniie.hhahas.. n i juz cnt st0p laughing wit ella.. hahhas.. went h0me afta tat.. n gt tiz 1 guy say ma name.. i dun even n0e uu lurhh.. juz fuck off cn? eeww! n 0s0 thrs tiz 1 guy wh0 called ma ph0ne.. saying.." nk blue ke pink?" thn i was lyk huh.. nie saper seyy.. cnt hear his name clearly.. sounds quite rude i cn say.. ler.. n i juz hang out.. juz cnt be b0thered wit these ppl.. WEIRD! ler.. damn tired siia 2dae.. ystrday cnt sleep well.. ppl msged n called in the middle of the night making mii feel s0o fucked up siia.. hais...
wats the matter wit you.. i should be angry wit uu but i felt the 0therwise.. i pity uu.. but i juz cant help maself 2 be angry wit uu. hais.. hu ask uu nt to eat n s0 0n.. i din even say aniting.. i juz need s0me quiet m0ments to ease maself.. is tat s0 difficult.. n thr u r making mii m0re pressurized. i'm s0rry 4 wat had hppn to you.. but i need to calm maself d0wn ryte now.. hais.. u dun seem to undrstnd at all.. i dun wish to kip it. hais.. things juz get MORE n MORE complicated! i'm tired. hais..
+ [ saBBynaaa. ] + 8:31 PM
Monday, July 28, 2008
recentli skewl had been n0rmal 4 mii. had a misunderstndng wit a teacher. dmn her lurh.. i am not even rude 0kays.. if tats rude to u thn ive gt nth m0re t0 say. wateva it is, i'm nt g0nna say s0rry to you uhs. werst c0mes t0 werst. i may juz quit dance n it wll be ALOT betta 4 mii 0kays. had en0ugh of ur n0nsence lurh. urgh! st0ohpiid! n mrs azlan is juz a great teacher! she n0es mii best.. understand us well. ure juz great lurh! hehe. n 2ae i had 0ral which was quite sux 4 mi. especially the picture diss. urgh! wth! but everythng else was fine.. phew! hehe..ma foot's rec0vering! hehe.. thnk gd! h0w i wish ma skin is nt sensitive. hais.. hate it lurh.. i will hve it at least once a year. damn lurhh.. hate it lots! had fun wit a beloved friends 2dae. hahas. they are juz damn farnie.. hahas. one w0uld say MMM when it was actuali MNM. n the 0ther freaked out when she cnt find her phoe to the extend of squatting d0wn in the middle of a pathway. hahas. i juz cnt stop laughing wit thm.. hahas.. bunch of craziie pluz hyper kids.! hehe... i lurve them lots.! hehe.
tiz few days. i juz felt d0wn.. upset, angry, jeal0us juz came to ma mind. idk y. but criouslii. hu w0uldnt have felt the same lyk wat i'm feeling ryte now when they cam acr0ss the same situation as mine. u will feel very jeal0us. hais. dun wish to t0k to hym ryte now. i' t even in the m0od to talk tat s0me1 but i juz cnt help it. hais. i dun wish to talk bouttiz cz it uz hurts mii more. haiss. it may seem nth to you guys. but if you were mii, surely u would be vey angry. wat m0re i;'m a GIRL. c0me 0n lurh. d0esnt mean i kept quiet means tat i'm 0kay wit i kn. hais. wateva. i'm juz t0o tired teven be angry n0wadays. n. i still lurve n care fer you.
+ [ saBBynaaa. ] + 8:57 PM
Monday, July 21, 2008
uhmm.. 2dae went skewl as per n0rmal wit bella.. n wen reach at skewl.. mii n mirah all kept talking abt the camp non-stop... wen thinking bck, it really is damn farniie.. hahas.. 2dae kena sc0lded by teacher alot of tyme sey.. hahas.. bt hu cares ryte.. n s0o.. 2dae came skewl wearing onii slippers as leg gt rashes..! arghh!! damn itchy lurhh seyy.. s0o the irritating siia. thn afta skewl went kfc wit bella.. talk n talk.. abt camp agn.. hahas.. farnie.. cant st0p laughing.. thn aftern0on met darling n thn lepak at mac.. prank ppl!! hahahs.. nth t0oh d0 mah.. hahas.. lynee kept making farbniie v0ices till i cnt st0p laughing.. hahahs.. st0ohpiid us!! hahahs.. arnd 6 pluz went t0oh fetch adeq.. thn went h0me.. arnd 7pluz called miirah 2 acc0mpany mii g0 clinic as the rashes lyk getting werst.. haiss.. hate it lurhh.. she's lyk a big sis t0oh mii. hahhas.. dunn0 anythng 0s0 wana talk.. hahhas.. kiut lurhh her.. afta tat.. went t0oh bella h0use t0oh take the punjabii suit.. s0meh0w s0me 0f the parts are small n s0me are big.. hahas.. weird lurhh kn.. hahahs... currentlii d0ing art hw.. had t0ohh finish up cz nd t0oh hand in.. till thn... n lastlyy... gt ma pic wit dawn!! hahahs.. at last!! w0oh0o! hands0me lurhh oii!! hehe.
currentlii angry wit bf.. haiss... ask t0oh 0nline thn he himself 0ffline.. wth..! kay fine.. dun wanna argue.. up t0oh uu lurhh ehkk... dun care lurhh! wateva.!
+ [ saBBynaaa. ] + 10:00 PM
Sunday, July 20, 2008
0kays.. yeahh... l0ong tyme since i p0st.. hahas.. kinda laziie t0oh bl0g.. hahhas... well.. yeahh.. s0o many thngs hppn recentlii n i juz came bck 4r0m SEC3 CAMP! s0o.. yeahh.. it was FUN!! t0o manyy thngs juz hppn.. hhahas... n wit ma verii GREAT instruct0r.. hehe.. 0kays... n i miss them lots.. m0stlii, evrythng was great except fer the F0OD.. sucks lyk hell lurh kays..
river cr0ssing was fun but farniie.. all bcz of amirah.. hahas.. she n her l0ud v0ice.. n i was stuck halfway.. n they juz kept g0ing.. punyrlurh painful. but fun 0verall. hahas..
as fer drag0n b0ating, gr0up differentlii wen g0ing n g0ing off.. ferst with mirah n lynee.. mirahh was farniie.. kept saying PULL..which s0unds s0o diff. hahas. kiut lurhh she.. n lynee was lyk verii irritating... she d0 the 0therwise.. hahas.. wen g0ing bck tyme.. gr0up wit atiq they all.. evn b4 setting off, the b0at capsized. hahas.. fareez fell in the b0at.. hahas.. farniie.. thn paddle n paddle n it rained.. we cheated.. hahhas... gt help fr0m the b0at.. hahas... n we r fast.. hahas.. n wen reached ledii.. i fell d0wn.. hahhas.. farniie n embarrasing siia.. has.. luckily yus help mii.. hehe.. thnks lurh abg.. hehe..
as fer land expedition, was quite tiring uhs.. need t0oh walk fer quitea l0ng distance uhs.. 4r0m 0ur place t0oh are F.. duriing 0ur walk.. we cn still play.. hahas.. farniie lurhh they all.. hehe.. n yus kept tapping mii.. hahhas.. stuhpiid! hahhas.. he's quite fast.. lynee lyk n0 energy at all sey.. hahas... thn reached 1 checkp0int n we played a game.. afta tat.. we still gt tyme n decided t0oh d0 the camp prep.. dance crank that.. hahas.. kiut seyy... thn wen g0ing bck tyme.. mii,mirah n yus walked 2geda.. shariing 0ur pr0bs all.. thnx lurh abg.. hehe.. always call mii kakak.. hehe.. n at0m was lyk calling mii sayang.. hehe.. b0th 0f uu r juz swit.. heheh..
at nite was campfire.. t0tally fun! but 0ur perf. screwed up due t0 s0me ppl.. ler! 0kays.. had fun till l0st ma v0ice..hahas... kena pulled 0ut by at0m t0oh dnce with the teachers n i played al0ng..hehe.. n wen finishing tyme.. smth bad hppn t0oh her.. felt s0o s0rrie fer her.. h0pe she's fine ryte n0w.. all i wanna say ish t0 stay str0ng kays((=
last day!!!!!! had 0ur duty... n thn clean up the bunk... yus was nt with us... it was s0o saddening.. he had t0oh leave earlier cz of 0ther activities.. haishh.. he was realli kiut i cn say.. but thn t0oh bad.. we have i missing piece in tat puzzle n tats y0u.. haishh... i'm missing th0se m0ments ryte n0w.. last day t0ohh.. made fwens wit 1 instruct0r named friman i thnk.. hahahs.. tat B0NCet!! hahahs.. kiipp eating all the way.. hahhas.. farnie guy i cn say.. hahhas.. salman was 0k.. ask mii t0oh tag al0ng but s0rrie.. t0o tired i guess.. hehe.. n went h0me wit akhim afta tat..... a verii l0ong days fer mii i guess... hehe... i lurve SP0NGEB0B SQUAREPANTS lots!!!!!
0kays.. s0o well.. ma relationshiip wit it g0es 0n sm00thly.. i thnk g0d fer tat..(= mayb i sh0uld give in at tymes i guess.. 0kays... n0 matter wat it is.. i lurve hym alwaes((=
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