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Saturday, August 30, 2008
uhmm.... lyf have been b0riing fer mii... currentlii at h0me r0tting... dunn0 wat t0 d0.. d0ne ma ss pr0ject.. edit here n thr.. but still niid t0 miit up 2 add in a few m0re thngs.. i'm feeling tired tiz few daes... n 2dae w0ke up at 10 pluz.. clean ma r0om n stuffs. thn play c0mp n watch tv.. i criouslii dunn0 wat t0 d0 2dae.. n n0w..i'm recaping all ma studiies.. i niid t0 buck up.. 0kays.. rep0rt sliip's out.. damn.. i really have dr0pped m0st 0f ma subject.. haishh... i nid help!! i guess its still nt t0o late t0 study ryte now.. tiz h0lidae plan t0 have a gr0up study.. n everydae muz study.. idc! i have t0.. hais.. quite stress i cn say.. but i will d0 it sl0wly.. n yuh.. tat tyme went t0 pasar mlm wit mirah n eyfa.. kay.. i was stuhpiid en0ugh t0 believe wat mirah t0ld mii.. n ive been lied at fer the 2nd tyme!! tkpe2.. nxt tyme ehk mirah.. hahhas.. n eyfa is lyk s0 mcm P type. hhahas.. kekek lurh dier.. hahhas... i w0nt 4get b0ut it.. yesterdae t0k2 wit mirah.. thn lynee came her h0use.. thn we t0k here n thr.. farniie lurhh u guys. i juz lurve the way uu are.. hehe.. enj0yiing evry m0ment wit them.. sampai vadai smue terklua kn mirah? hhahas.. at 12pluz. i th0ught mirah still online bt thn ended up it was her br0ther.. hahas.. kekek uh tuu gala! hahhas.. ferst panggil GENDUT thn panggil 0rg GEMZ! tkper2... hahhas... retarded is all i cn describe b0ut hym.. hahhas.. n CIP werk is cancelled!! f*** seyy!! all bcz 0f tat stuhpiid james!! arghh! bt wateva lurhhh.. dh bag0s kite smangat2.. LAME!! heheh.. 0kays... 2m0re days start fastiing ledii!! argghh!! lyk laziie lyk dat sey.. hahhas.. kater sab! n yeahh.. wanna have 0utiing ppl!!! we g0 buker same2 kays..((=
n AMIRahh!! biler nk tuka bl0g nye url?? heheh.. name jantan kite kn sedap sngt.. hahhaas! mcm B!! berukk!! ahhahas.. dhlh asyik panggil name taufiiq.. rindu die ehkk? hahahs.. kekek sey smlm... i realii henj0y ma tymes wiit you.. n ure weird fwen.. she's juz t0o scary fer mii.. cmne tah kau lei melekat ngn die.. hahhas.. LALA LAND katerkn.. hahhas.. she's juz the same as(in0eun0e).... jgn pikerkn sangat.. juz let her say wateva she 1.. n n0 matter wat.. i'm alwaes here fer uu lurhh B0NCET!!! heheh.. maen2 jekks..((=
n hymm. haishh.. naper niie? wat hppn t0 uu? i;m realli w0rried ryte n0w? mane ra0f yg str0ng niie?? cmne lei jdii cm niie? i reali feel guilty bout it.. i juz s0meh0w feel tat its all bcz 0f the tiff tat had juz hppn a few daes ag0... i din expect it to be lyk tiz.. criouslii.. i juz wan uu t0oh have l0ts 0f rest kays.. n juz remmbr tat... i've nvr ever th0ught 0f breaking up wit uu.. all tiz while i juz f0ught wit uu fer the sake 0f uu.. nt 0f wanting to break upp.. it din evn cr0ss ma mind.. d0 tkcr 0f urself kays.. i dun wan aniting bad 0 hppn t0 y0u.. n s0wiie.. i cnt miit up wit you.. ferst week puase.. u cnt expect mii t0 nt puase full ryte.. plz bear wit it.. i'm realii s0wiie.. h0w i wiish i c0uld be thr fer uu ryte n0w.. hais.. i juz feel useless tiz tyme.. serious seyy.. itz lyk u c0llapse.! haishh.. fer n0w juz rest.. i w0nt disturb uu..!((=
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Friday, August 29, 2008
0kays.. 2dae skewl was 0kay lurh. quite b0riing.. kene bubble seyy.. tpii tkper.. i n0e them t0o well.. n yuhh had exercise ferst thn perf0rmance... 0verall was 0kay... din enj0y it tat well uhs.. thn saw shah all.. hahas.. they came.. n s0 d0es haq they all.. hehhe.. 0kays.. afta tat went mirah's hs cz wanna acc0mpany her g0 hgpt buy thngs.. her m0m was damn farniie.. hahhas.. kekek seyy.. thn went hgpt.. buy the stuffs.. she farniie lurhh.. belii maggie p0n susah.. thn wen g0ing bck tyme.. we saw shah all.. thn she lyk verii kanc0ng.. hahhas.. damn farniie seyy.. hahahs.. thn went h0me... 2dae verii b0red uhs..i thnk i g0nna r0t 2dae!! FISH lurhh!! aiyer.. 0kays.. n 2m0l0 thngy is cancelled.! damn lurhhh..! b0red t0 death lurhh...! aiiyer..
haishh... i feel t0tally pressurized seyy.!! haiss.. y?? y muz small pr0b ended wit a big pr0b?? y?? y d0 i feel as if i'm suff0cating?? i'm hating it.. realii hating it... y cnt i be tired?? y muz i lyn uu all the way.. c0me on luhh.. evry1 d0es have m0ods.. u cnt expect mii 2 be hapiie always ryte.. n yuh.. i wasnt angry but i juz dun wan y0u t0 thnk tat i'm fine wit watever u d0.. n is featured fwen s0 imp0rtant t0 you? d0es it matter all..?? s0rry. but i dun sh0w-off ma bf t0 juz anyb0dy... 0kays.. i featured n0ne..! s0 i guess it settled all. yuh great lurh ehkk..hais.. y cnt he undrstnd h0w i feel?? i realli dunn0 wat t0 d0.. i'm juz t0o restless i guess.. n if uu thnk tat ure stupiid n s0 0n.. thn its up t0 y0u...! cz i've nth t0 say t0 y0u anym0re.. 0kays.. n i'm juz ure third ryte.? evn if u deny it, its still a fact.. h0w i wish i c0uld give up 0n evrythng. n i 0nly trust nur AMIRAH radewan! tats it! hais............
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Wednesday, August 27, 2008
HAPPIIE BURDAE PAPA!!! N ALS0 MAK!!!(imissyou!)
0kays.... 2dae went skewl late.. n had less0ns as per n0rmal.. n duriing mly clss.. ahmad slept twiice i thnk.. hahhas.. retarded teacher... kay fiine.. thn mth niid t0 d0 revisi0n paper.. n damn..! i had difficult tyme d0ing it.. seems t0 4get m0st 0f the t0pic.. fuck3!! bt thn it was still 0kay fr mii.. i realii niid t0oh buck up. hais... thn had chem.. 0kays.. tw0 peri0d full 0f laughter.. hhahas.. n basically i'm the j0ker.. hahhas.. din n0e y.. guess i was t0o b0red till i ended up being a cl0wn.. hahhas.. n yeahh.. i gave mirah her prezzie.. n she was lyk saying thnk y0u fer al0t 0f tyme.. hahahs till i l0st c0unts.. hahhas.. afta skewl lepak at skewl fer awhile as it was raining heavily n nithia n the rest were very farniie.. hhahas.. i'm the CG 0kays..!! hahhas.. n sylvester is the left syd 0f it.. hahhas.. the rain st0ps a fewl minutes later.. n went hm t0 chnge n t0ok ma stuffs cz nd t0 g0 d0 ss pr0ject.. hhahas.. had l0ts 0f fun... n i pity mirah cz her slipper br0ke.. hhahas... jln jek kene seret.. hahhas.. n i saw hym.. kk.. wateva... thn went h0me at 5pluz... at nyte went pizzahut t0 eat... 0kays.. s0 called burfdae celebration.. kk.. budget lurh kn.. hhahahahs... n he's 41!!! hahahhas.. 0ld ledii! hhahas.. hapiie burfdae papa!!! heheh.. i lurve you!!((=... n thn went hm.... 0kays.. i'm realii tired t0dae.. 2m0l0 have PE.. w0oh0o! cn play s0ccer.. hahahs.. kk sab lame! hahahas....
n uu.... dh pndai lurh kn smpai tkya gi skewl.. agree wit ur teacher.. yeahh.. t0o gd i cn say.. n yuh... msg u ltr? till a few hrs wen we c0incidencely met.. yeah.. supp0sedly t0 be GREAT lurh kn.. n yuh.. wateva... i dun evn give a damn.. is tat ma b0y??? i dun thnk s0......... n ure chnging. 0kays.. i dun wanna say anitingg. i'm juz t0o tired..
n yuh... lastliii... sab PRASAN jambuu lurhh seyy..... hhahas... baek uhs! I ALWAYS THNK TAT I AM AB0VE AVERAGE KN??? uhmm.. t0 make it siimple... SAB THNKS SHE'S T0O PERFECT! w0w!!!! s0 arr0gant kterkn. hahhas(=..... urs truly lurh ehkk.....
kk... till thn..........................................byeeeeeeeee!!!!!
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Saturday, August 23, 2008
M0Ndaee...
went t0oh skewl as per n0rmal.. had less0n n yadeyadeya... afta skewl went t0oh deyi sec as i am a "leader" lurh kn.. hhaahs.. 0kays.. their international dnce was superb i cn say.. evnth0ugh i find it weir wen the guys w0re skirts n sleevess shirt tat cn see their belly butt0n.. hahahas.. 0verall was b0riing uhs... best thngs was actualii the f0od!! hahhas.. kater sab.. hahahs.. yuh.. n thn went hgpt as bella wanted t0oh eat at kfc.. skali tk jdi. thn came jamal wh0 sat bsyd us.. cnt help but wanting 2 get 0ff 4r0m tat place.. muker punyrlurhh irritating.. st0p it seyy.. n thn went h0me...
TUEsdae...
afta skewl.. plan t0oh miit n0ngneng.. thn saw hym n his fwen.. n we walked off.. talk here n thr.. n saw an0tha fwen.. 0kays.. thn talk n talk.. idk y but i juz felt b0red tat day.. he was lyk t0king t0oh mii n msged his fwen.. kays.. n i juz kept quiet uhs.. n afta a few minutes, decided t0 went hm uhs.. lei mati terberak kn ABG MIRAH?? hahhas... thn decided to g0 mirah's hs.. gt 2 n0e tat eyfa was thr.. fun sey d0rg!! hahas.. idk y i kept laughing tat dae.. was lyk non-stop laugh.. hahahs.. eeew! n i disturb mirahh.. hahas.. her tummy's getting fatter.. B0NCET ktrkn!! aahhahas.. n she was lyk p0king ma butt.. ler!! n i p0ke hers bck.. hahas.. eyfa was evn m0re funny.. hahas.. she sh0uted fer nth.. n she gt a very sl0w reaction siaa.. hahahs.. farniie lurhh kau.. hahhas.. n 5.30 went h0me wit eyfa..
WEdnesdae....
skewl was n0rmal till mr adrian said N H0W which i th0ught was EN HAO.. hahhas.. 0kays retards!! started laughing here n thr with tat mirah.. hahahs.. thn afta skewl went t0 have lunch with maha,mirah n eyfa.. hhahas.. maha kept making j0kes n i juz cnt st0p laughing.. hahhas.. n 0ur fav0urite thng t0 d0.. the o0oh 0o0hh! hhahas.. m1 advertisement s0 farniie.. hahahs.. n wen 0tw t0 mac, it was raining.. thn suddenlii an auntie stands bsyd mii shielding mii fr0m the rain.. hahahs.. s0o swiit kn.. she dun wan mii 2 get sick.. hahahs.. n mirah was lyk saying'gem0k ngn gem0k.. kene lurh tuu' hahahs.. bastard seyy.. hahahs.. n she n eyfa kept laughing non-stop.. thnked her fer her kindness.. heheh..
THURsdae...
went t0 skewl. had PE.. which is the m0st fun peri0d of the dae.. ahhas.. decided to play s0ccer.. in the end tk jdi.. thn went t0 play badmint0n.. hahhas.. 0kays.. n i was l0usy at it.. hhahas.. nnti maha.. ketawekn aku ehkk.. wait uhs!! ahhahas.. thn recess tyme.. play s0ccer wit nithia, bala,sylvester,zameer,niger n akhim.. fun sey d0rg.. hahas.. thn came mirah.. hahhas.. ferst bec0me tyme keeper.. tat 1 nehmind.. thn later bec0me referee sey.. ahhahas... thr was tiz 1 part wen i wanted t0 take the ball.. thn suddenlii mirah came running 2wards ma directions.. kays.. at ferst th0ught tat she wanted t0 help mii uhs.. thn she lyk c0ming nearer n nearer n we actualii bump int0 each 0ther. hahhas.. farniie seyy.. n ma hand n ****** kena.. pain seyy.. ma hand a bit sw0llen uhs.. hhahas.. n we b0th laugh.. hahas.. retarded katrkn.. hahahs.. thn afta skewl.. went straight hm.. n i was r0tting at hm all the way.. hahas.. stuuhpiid pluz fun day fer mii..((=
FRIIdae....
which was a few hrs ag0.. hahas... had less0n as per n0rmal.. thn plan t0 play s0ccer afta skewl.. n 0s0 nt 4getting t0 plan fer mirah's burdae bash.. hahahs.. fun day i cn say!! yet tiring uhs.. hahahs.. went mirah's hs ferst thn went street s0ccer.. the guys were late n i played badmint0n.. hehe.. played wi teha.. ahhas.. thn play s0ccer wit thm.. akhim pr0 siia.. hard t0oh tackle seyy.. haha.. thn maha came.. n s0 d0es eyaf.. n thn came nithia.. played s0ccer at ferst thn nithia started the bash.. hahas.. farniie.. i was s0o stuhpiid as to believe mirah sey.. ahahhas.. at last 0s0 kena... i'm lyk blck n white sey.. hahahs... damn funny lurhh.. hahahs.. afta tat went eyfa's hm 2 wash up.. i s0 called bathed fer mirah.. hahas... shamp0o fer her n stuff.. hahas.. i dun mind.. hahahas.. t0ok pics n stuff.. thn went mac t0 rest fer awhile.. hahas.. tiring sey. n wen hm.. n till now.. i'm r0tting.. i cn say.. hahahs...
NOnGNeNg!!! 0kays.. i mish you..!! al0ts!!! hahas.. 0kays.. s0rry tat tyme realii din have the m0od t0 msg wit you... n yeahh.. bii!! happy 27mth anii!!! heheh.. i lurb uu sh0o muchhh!
its juz c0untless.. n 0kay! i mish uu lyk hell.. arghh!!!! wana mit uu lurhh nyehh!! hahhas.. gyeahh!!!! hahah... kk.. retarded!!!!
+ [ saBBynaaa. ] + 12:34 AM
Sunday, August 17, 2008
0kays... uhmm... a very l0ong tyme since i update ma bl0g.. n n0ngneng have been bugging mii t0oh update.. s0o0.. here it is... felt kinda laziie 2 bl0g actualii. but nehmind.. 4 his sake lurh kn.. hahas.. 0kays.. well 2dae nth special.. w0ke up at 10.. cz abg was t0o n0isy i cn say.. asking mii fer tiz n tat.. binget seyy.. hahas.. but he was fun juz now... had a very2 l0ng talk wiit mii.. i juz miss th0se m0ments.. n i juz lurve ma br0 bbck!! hehehe.. share evrythng wit mii.. i cn say tat he's actualii gd.. hahahs.. 0kays.. thn aftern0on went t0 fetch m0m n went t0 eat.. thn went h0me n bla3... kk.. 2dae was b0riing i cn say...
yesterdae was fun.. went t0oh skewl as per n0rmal... planned t0 g0 t0 sengkang swiming c0mplex but cancelled cz b0th mira's cnt g0.. s0 t0o bad fer mii.. btw.. skewl was fun.. esp. mirah,lynee,nithia,sutha,nadu& atiq.. hahahs.. they rawks t0oh the c0re.. n with0ut mr g0h thr juz w0nt be laughter.. hahahs.. n 0kay... i felt betta afta getting t0oh n0e tat P***** gt a gf.. hahahs... c0uldnt imagine hym 2 lyk mii.. hahahs.. l0l!!! n i will nvr fall fer uu!!! at nyte.. went t0oh grandma hs... ate a l0t i must say! g0shh.. i'm getting fatter lurhh seyy.. shit siia.. n thn came ma relatives.. hahhas.. had fun with them.. watch akak wati's wedding video.. it was s0o damn farniie.. hahas.. n i juz cnt stop laughing.. the m0st farnie part is wen abg jamal cried.. ahhahas.. ugly seyy.. hahahs.. thn akak farah kena called GEM0K!! hahahs.. i laugh till i cried.. hahahs.. i kept bully her ystrd.. ahahas... t0o bad akak shikin wasnt thr.. kays.. n i miss her)= cn we have an outing 0r smthh???
n last2 week went t0oh singapore exp0 y0 watch HSM! it was great.. n as per n0rmal.. we r late..! hahahs.. kater p0mpan..! l0ls..!! had realii a great tyme thr... s0o much laughter. n ma class rawks!! hehe.. sh0ut here n thr.. hahas. lyk retarded i cn say.. t0ok pics here n thr.. n 0tw hm.. felt realii tired.. alm0st wanting t0oh sliip.. hahahs.. but we t0ok pics.. hahahas.. bii fetch mii.. n i went hm straight...
i n0e ure angry, upset, dissapointed wit mii over smth.. but i wil juz wait fer it.. i wont c0nfr0nt or anythng... cz i n0e u had ure reas0ns. n anotha thng was tat.. itz not juz uu but mii.. i have feelings too.. 0kays.. i dun wanna say much further.. ill juz kept quiet fer now..
n0ngneng is juz ma mr PERFECT.. ahhas.. 0kays.. been meeting hym up fer quite a while.. n btw.. itz either i went h0me wit mirah n maha.. g0 h0me by maself or went h0me wit naduu n sutha.. tats it.. i cn say tat i will chnge ma th0ughts bout hym.. he's willing to listen to mii.. mayb i should listen to hym n not be stubborn at tymes.. u n0e wat i mean ryte.. heheh..i juz felt s0wie fer hym at tymes... cause of ma pr0bs wit ppl around mii, i will start thr0wing ma tantrums t0 hym.. hais.. i'm realii s0wie.. but i juz dunn0 h0w to c0ntr0l maself at tymes.. n as u n0e.. i nie angin.. hahhas.. cnt deny the fact ta i am.. 0kays... n lastliii.. IIJUZLURBUMOREASEACHDAYGOESBY!!((=
i lurb miirahh.. the onlii besty hu undrstnds mii very well.. hehe.. thnks lurh awk!((=... trying t0oh c0ntr0l ma anginESS.. ahahhas.. getting al0ng wit her very well.. giving in d0es realii help kn syg?? hehe.. juz wanna say thnx fer being undrstnding.. hehe.. n abt wat had hppn a few weeks ag0.. i realli am s0wie b0ut tat..)=n lastlii... sayer syg awak!!! hehhe.. ohh aah ehk!! hahas.. n btw.. i am a bit dissapointed wit her.. u n0e hu rytes.. i juz dunn0 h0w t0 talk her around.. its juz up to her. i cnt d0 much about it.. u help her t0o aiitex..((=
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Saturday, August 2, 2008
2dae was sh0rt i cn say.. n yeahh b0th of ma fwens din c0me. yuh.. great i cn say.. wit nithia hu neva fails to make evry1 laugh.. hahas... CHEESEBUN N SAMOSA song! hhahas.. damn farniie.. i juz cnt st0p laughing wat m0re wen rachel started to laugh..hahhas.. 3 periods of ge0 d0esnt seems l0ng.. hahas.. all the laughters tat we had juz 0ccupied us.. thn had CE.. abit b0ring uhs.. but jas0n, chella n nadu is juz s0 farniie.. ahhas.. i kept disturbing prabhu.. hhahas. i n0e ur DIRTY lil secret!! hahahs.. kk.. sab lame.. n yeahh.. i in get the HSM ticket. wateva lurh ehkk.. teacher said s0me1 cancelled it or smth.. kk.. lyk huever cares bout it.. juz a t0o bad fer mii i guess. n yeahh.. 2dae had perf0rmance at IMH.. i screwed a lil.. hhahas.. n i saw HAIZAD IMRAN! hawt stuff i cn say.. t0o bad cnt hear hym singing.. cz nd to g0 bck ledi.. kak siti was 0k.. hahas.. she's very funny.. hahhas.. but its her last day teaching.. thn went lepak at mac fer awhile wit bella.. tat S0T0NG is juz weird! hahahas.. stuuhpiid!! afta went t0 mit hymm.. thn lepak wit his fwens all.. they juz cnt st0p making mii laugh wit their weird expressions.. hahhas.. n yeahh. 2dae had l0ts 0f laughing.! till ma st0mache pain seyy.. but the thng is tat i ENJOY ma day.. hehe((=
n s0o.. as expected.. knew it.. she will n0e b0ut it afta all.. the reas0n y i'm nt t0king t0 y0u is tat i dun wanna be a d0uble face. n tat i dun wanna t0k b0ut it. ure ma besty. n i dun wan anythng to hppn. its juz nt us n0wadays.. u n ur fwens n i wit mine. i guess i cn be fine wit it.. n i'm nt blaming uu.. cz i n0e ur type.. n tats th reas0n y i ch0se t0 c0nfr0nt hym. 0kays.. but i n0e tat i dunn0 h0w t0 appreciate thngs.. kay b0ut tat.. i'm s0rry. haiss.. itz juz nt us.. i guess i have t0 d0 smth.. but afta c0mm0n test n stuff.. n yuh i am sensitive. i dun wanna say anythng now.. u ch0ose.. still wanting mii as ur besty 0r juz n0rmal fwens.. mayb i'm b0rn nt t0 have a besty at all cz of ma attitude.. 0kays.. tats lyf. have it accept it btw.
idunnoyifeeltatmalurb4uchnge.sincetheincidentnofwati'veheardofyou.idunnowattosayorhutotrust. hais.gd!plzhelpmii!!!!!!!!!
ijuzdunlurveulykthewayidoyesterday.
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