colourful as it is...!

2009-02-07T09:38:00.002+08:00

ive been feeling realii tired n worn out tiz few days..been sleeping late.. n yesterday i slept ryte afta bathing. so sorry for those who have been waiting for ma msg.. sorry aites.. on wed gt dnce. had to dnce at the stage of the hall. damn hot n stuffy.. wit other ppl having their cca at the hall. on thurs, went to lynee house. nithia went too.. damn funny. lynee's mom said i l0o as if i have TEN CHILDREN. like wth... hhahas.. i keep on laughing. n tat nithia eat too much bak kua tat she bcm fatter. ahhahs.. her mom damn funny lurhh.. come in the room n comb her hair for no reason. n did the same thng agn wen coming in.. ahhahs.. around 5pluz went home.. yesterday. had our cross country.. decided to run bt ended up walking cz of ma toe.. its damn painful.. nithia went off without mii.. so mii,mirah n lynee walk uhs.. talk here n thr. funny sey.. went home wit thm. n i cn tell tat all of thm are very hungry.. they finish all their food inside the bus. damn kiut lurh they all. hahas. tiring day for mii.. n dad ask mii to follow hym to fetch mummy. n i slept in the car. force to come. ended up nt eating anythng. went home. thought of waking up to watch bangku kosong.. bt ended up waking up tiz morning. hahhas.. too tired i guess. hahahas. thought of doing art together wit ma friends. i realli wanna score well for it.. i thnk its a good thng tat mr soo gave us a scolding.. i thnk i realii nid to focus n stop playing in his class.

y? y r u like tiz? ure making mii confuse. seriously.. u said tiz n afta tat a whole diff thng. i reali dun undrstnd u. wats the purpose of all this? cn u like tell mii. i realli nid an answer from uu.. its realii so diff. i din expect it to be tiz way. no matter wat, i wish u all the best.

bii!! i miss u alot2! thnx fer the accompany ystrdae. i lurve uu! i wanna mit uu!! ((=
n thnx fer the undrstnding. but if u realii are nt happy wit mi msging hym. do tell mi aites. dun kip it.(= lurve uu alwaes!!!!!!!!mwaaahs! hehe.

ure gone juz like tat.

2009-01-23T17:18:00.002+08:00

skewl's been fun lately.. so many thngs took place.. i'm 0kay wit ma studies.. been good so far.. n ystrday lepak wit mirr n benjamin.. damn fun! i realli miss those moments. maha's still the same.. i guess i've chnged! ahahahs.. guess so.. but i'm still as talkative as ever. kn mirah? hahhas.. dnce was 0kay.. yeah.. n its all gerls dncing for syf. 0kay lurh tuu.. been sick lately.. caught up wit flu n sore throat. n its damn irritating... argh! i wanna get well soon! thrs no dnce t0dae. r0tting at hm ryte now!!!! slept fer awhile.. i guess i'm too tired.. lack of sleep n all. dad is also sick.. next, gonna be br0! ahahs..

n u.. yes uu.. i din expect it. u've chnge ur mind.? thn i guess its better for us.. i dun wanna be caught in the middle. n yuh.. tell mii if u dun like it.. sensitive as u are. fine.. the onli thng i could say now is juz FORGET bout it. i'm sorry if i offended u in any way.. i'm tired. tats all i could sayy. haish.......

biii... latelyy.. u should n0e tat i've been trying to avoid uu.. i dunn0 y.. since tat day... i juz feel so scared. i dunno if ure love for mii is still the same.. n i dunno if i cn take it any longer.. i'm confuse. seriouslii i am.. ive been rather buziie tiz year.. its nt like last year whr i am able to slack around n have tyme wit uu.. now its like so diff.. its not like wat it used to be. i dunn0 if our relationship's able to go on. i seriously dunno.. goshh.. i'm realii sorry dear. )=

btw.. mirahh thnx for all the advise n all.. u will owaes be thr for mii kn syg? hehhe... i do appreciate it lots... n about hym... juz 4get bout it kays.. stay str0ng alwaes... i n0e u cn d0 it.. klau die tkde, aku kn ader. heheh.. mcm p jek sab! hehe.. ((=

i've change.. u've chnge too.

expect the unexpected!

2009-01-17T02:26:00.002+08:00

skewl had been fun yet tiring so far... 4a2 rawks 0kays... bt i stl miss the old a2... tchr's been cool so far. n yes.. i din gt to sit for ma o level mt.. hahas.. watever.. fail by 1 mark.. r0ck 0n sab!! n yuh.... had our class decoration.. it was nice.. diff fr0m 0ther classes.. thnx to JULIA, RACHEL, NITHIA,SUTHA, JOANNE,MELINDA,LI FANG N lastlii BENJAMIN.. he rawks!! heheh.. n yeahh.. tiz week.. alot2 of shocking news.. seriouslii... hahhas... i din expect it tat way... bt idk. hapiie bout it i guess.. hehe.. its kinda complicated... hahas.. n shitt! monday gt performance.! n its chem lesson lagii.. aiyer.. shit lurhh..! kays. watever. i've been very tired lately... with all the class decoration, extra lesson n also dnce.. restless lurh seyy... bt i love going to skewl.. idk y... ive become more alert in class. mayb cz of the teachers n the surroundings tat make mii be more focus... I LOVE SKOOOOOOL!!!!!

2008-12-24T13:19:00.003+08:00

n s0 i wanna bl0g. its been quite a long tyme since i blog.. been lazy n buziie.. hahas.. mcm p!! so far holiday was 0kay... went wild2 wet twice.. n it was super fun.. made ma ic juz a few daes a go n it sucks lyk hell.. n n0 jawi name sum0re.. t0ots!!!! n yuh.. no dnce pract till nxt year.. n i'm gaining weight i guess.. haiss... bec0ming fatter i guess. hahas.. n yuh.. fer the peeps hu wish mii.. thnx alot.. n yuh.. i've yet to receive ma PRESENT from raiii!! hahahs... inoeun0e.. heheh.. n lynee.. thnx fer the cake.. it may be small.. but it means alot t0 mii.. thnx syg.. hehe.. n tat tyme went to lynee's crib.. played snap! it was a total fun game.. n yuh mirah as alwaes was veri3 aggressive.. hahahs.. but nehmind.. i enj0y2 it al0t2!! heheh.. i miss them alots.. n goshh..!! havent evn start on ma eng pr0ject.. ahhas.. matii seyy.!! to hell wit..(=n0ngneng's g0ing thailand 2m0l0.. till the 31st... g0oshh!! i'm gonna miss hym al0t!!! haiss... nehmind... i'm str0ng ryte mirahh.!! heheh... i will wait fer uu.. (=

have a safe triiip aitexx!!! i will be waiting! i'm sh0o gna mish uu... i lurve uu!!! tkcr aitess!!!mwaaaahss...XD

2008-11-21T15:29:00.003+08:00

hmm.. i'm tired 2dae.. w0ke up at 0730... had dnce pract 2dae.. it was tiring.. n 2dae is 0s0 the sec0nd day 0f the open hs.. its lame actualii.. dncing with an umbrella. kewl.. i din find it heavy nim0re.. hahahs.. had dnce till 12.. afta tat.. brief fer awhile n talk abt outing.. plan t0 g0 t0 wild2 wet.. i reallii wanna g0 0ut.. damn b0red at hm.. with all kinds 0f ppl at hm. hais.. 2dae is criouslii b0red!! g0ing grndma hs at nyte.. thrs realii nth much t0 bl0g 2dae.. i dunn0 y i'm angry wit bf.. i criouslii dunno.. mayb cz he irritates mii alot ystrdae.. n yuh... kaki patah skali kn bag0s.. talk with jasper on the phone on wed nyte.. he criouslii make mii happy seyy. i miss hym! cnt denied tat.. n i miss all ma clssmates...! i wan skewl to re0pen!! he gave mii l0ts 0f advise.. wahh!! ma k0rk0r big b0y ledii lehhh.. hahahs.. n bf.. i'm tired of lyn-ing uu.. its juz the same old thng.. at tymes yes uhs.. but nt evryday.. s0metymes. i wish to be single.. i dun undrstnd akhim.. its lyk he t0ld mii wats s0 nice t0 be single. i mean like uu cn d0 wateva u lyk without having t0 thnk abt these n that.. jasper t0ld mii nt t0 f0rce maself.. i dunn0.. criouslii.. haiss!.. i guess the pr0blem is mii.. i juz dunn0 y.

2008-11-19T14:21:00.004+08:00

its been way t0o l0ng since i bl0g.. been very draggy t0 bl0g. idk y.. lazy i guess.. well 2dae went t0oh skewl.. did nt have dnce as 0nli 3 ppl came.. damn pathetic lurh seyy.. decided t0 clean the dnce wardr0be.. it was such a mess! n yeahh.. we had fun.. luckily gt atiqah 2 help.. hahhas.. bully her awhile.. hhahas.. bad sey sab! ler. thn went t0 eat.. abg murah was fun.. he's juz damn gerek.. hehhe.. thn went t00h skewl agn t0 take ma rep0rt b0ok.. failed 2 subject.. i criouslii dun undrstnd y thrs a niid t0 c ma parents.. tchr lame lurh.. as per n0rmal.. it g0es 0ff sm0othly.. Dad nvr say niting.. hahas. slamat!!! i guess i did quite well.. but all 50pluz.. i realii2 niid t0 buck up.. i juz dunn0 wen i will st0p f0oling ar0und.. haiss.. n n0w at hm r0tting.. b0red t0 death... last saturdae went t0 play b0wling at kallang.. it was damn fun.. went with family n cuzz all.. bt nt all came.. n yuh.. i saw CHRISTOPHER LEE!! hahahs.. he is s0o damn h0t i cn say.. n he juz play ryte besyd us.. hahas.. thn went mac n t0k here n thr. reach h0me at 4pluz. it was damn tiring yet fun.. n akak shikin n abg did juz cnt st0p bickering.. d0l dan minah. hahhas.. h0w true.. gt bck ma madrasah result. n i gt 4th.. hahahs.. expected lurh kn.. hahhaha.. wanna g0 0ut.. i'm criously r0tting at hm.. n yeahh.. dad g0nna g0 australia tiz saturdae..! w0oh0o..! fer 0nce he's nt g0nna be at hm fer a week.. hahas.. i dun wan ch0c. anym0re lurh papa. cn buy mii 0ther thngs? hahahs.. nt gna send hym off.. i wanna have a sleepover at cuzz hs.. its a l0ng tyme since i slept at her hs.. i wanna g0 0ut!!((=

n yeahh PAL5!!! i miss them s0o much..! i juz cnt 4get MAD nyte.. it was hell fun!! cnt deny tat.. 0uting ppl!!! madagasca ryte? hahahs.. n ma voice r0cks ryte arjunan!! ahhahas.. i wanna g0 PAL6 nxt year. i dun cre!!!!((=

bck!!(=

2008-10-27T16:01:00.012+08:00

i guess its realii a very l0ong tyme since i last bl0g. hahahs.. i dunn0 y.. juz tat i dun feel lyk bl0gging th0se days.. hahas.. even th0ught 0f cl0sing ma bl0g.. hahahs.. 0kays.. uhmm... s0o the past few daes had been 0kay fer mii s0o far.. n fer ma result.. i'm juz relieved tat i dun have t0 re-take any paper.. heheh.. i juz wish the best 0f luck t0oh ma fwens.. evnth0ugh n0 nd t0 re test still nid t0 mit parents.. hahhas.. i still havent take ma rep0rt b0ok. hu cares lurh kn.. n btw.. fer ma results is expected fer mii t0 fail.. i guess i niid t0oh realii buck up nxt year.. n0 m0re playing.

yesterdaeeee had bbq with family all.. kay best.. this tyme r0und, the bbq was damn SUPERB lurhh.. hahhas.. celebrate abg burfdae.. n yuh.. gt t0 n0e a new sedare ja0h i cn say.. hehe.. he's kiut((=.. metr0sexual lurh kn.. heheh.. abg kene burfdae bashh.. hhahas. kekek seyy.. played s0cer with the guys.. hahhas.. tiring yet fun.. n yuh.. the onli gerl u played s0ccer.. hahahs.. saper kesah.. hahahs.. played fer awhile thn rest.. ate abit n t0k here n there.. played b0ard games with them.. hhahas.. REVERSI.. hhahas.. s0 reminds mii 0f abg n ikin playing.. abg cheats here n thr n ikin was lyk blur.. hahas. n they argued here n there.. hahhas.. i juz cnt st0p laughing.. played reversi.. kiip l0sing..hahas. idk y.. n till tiz m0rning, i w0n.. hhahas.. at last katerkn.. afta tat we play the police,victim,murderer game.. hahas.. wateva thng it is.. hahahs.. kay best.. tat game was awes0me. hahas.. the best thng of the game is the f0rfeit.. n abg didi niid t0 d0 it twice.. ahhahs.. die yg kasi kiter f0rfeit, die yg sendiri kene.. hahahs.. ferst it was akak wati hu nid t0 act lyk 1 retarded freak.. hahas.. thn akak farah hu nids t0oh dnce tekt0nik.. sembarang nye j0get sey.. hahas.. n kas kene p0int his finger t0 the gr0und n run ar0und it fer 5 tymes.. hahahs.. n i 0s0 kene.. nid t0 dnce hip h0p.. pe lagi.. sembarang jek lurh.. hahahs.. n abg didi lyk kene j0get dagdut n p0le dancing.. hahas.. damn farnie.. lyk he's mampat.. thn dnce lyk tats.. sungguh mengekekkn.. hahahs.. rest fer awhile n started playing twister lurh pulak.. hahhas.. i al0st w0n.. hahahs.. lyk m0nkey seyy.. hahhas.. with all parts of ur b0dy being placed in a very messy way.. hahhas.. kay.. we y0ungsters play is nth ryte.. hahhas. bpk2 pulak yg maen.. hahhas. daddy, ck rahman n uncle j0e played.. hahhas.. they were lyk a FR0G!! ahhahas.. crious sey.. klaka giler.. i juz cnt st0p laughing.. we t0k here n there. played alm0st all the game.. till evry1 was verii tired.. slept at 6pluz n w0ke up at arnd 9. hahhas.. damn c0ld sey.. n i was lyk wearing 3/4 pants.. hahhas.. giler seyy.. n the m0st funniest part is tat all 0f us went t0 the t0ilet 2geda due t0 black0ut.. hahhas.. hahahs.. its juz s0 weird sey.. hahhas.. i realii enj0yed maself al0t.. hahas.. its lyk the m0st fun bbq we ever had.. hahahs.. t0oh bad ma BESTFWEN nvr c0me.. hhahas.. fun yet tiring. bt i juz duun0 y i'm still hypher till n0w.. hahhas....

b0yfee!!!
i lurb uu l0ts.. hehe.. ure realii the right guy fer mii.. hehhe.. ure s0 hypher lately.. hahhas.. idk y.. n 0ur secrets.. in0eun0e.. hehhe.. shhh..! hehhe.. s0rry if i have been thr0wing tantrums n all.. idk y.. i juz dun wan u t0 think the 0therwise. no matter wat hppns i still lurve uu ryte.. u sh0uld n0e tat by nw.. its lyk. d0nt u trust mii bii??but nehmind. its all the past.. juz 4get b0ut it aites.. heheh.. marry? uhmm.. i shall thnk b0ut it. hahhas.. fake!! kk.. gilers!!!!

wh0o0o0ts!!!

2008-10-15T20:38:00.004+08:00

to0o0hdaee!!!

skewl was as per n0rmal.. recieved alm0st all ma paper bck.. n yeah.. pass onlii 2.. pathetic ryte.. eng fail paper 2.. lyk s0o damn fucked up.. 0kays.. i guess i realii did badly tiz tyme.. i'm nt h0ping anythng fer n0w.. juz waiting f0r the tyme wen mummy n daddy g0nna sc0ld n nag at mii.. lerr.. wateva lurhh... thn aftern0on niid g0 d0 test.. farid ask t0 staybck.. thn d0.. criouslii.. i 4get evrythng sey.. hahhas.. hu cares.. last minute sey.. u cnt blame mii ryte... kay.. thn went h0me t0 chnge fer dnce.. n it was lyk raining.. damn seyy.. n werst of all.. i'm scared i'm late cz later nita g0nna nag at mii.. st0ohpiid! met karthik by chnce.. n was t0ld tat if i nvr present ma ss pr0ject.. ma gr0up gna get 0! 0kays.. damn lurh kn.. since n0b0dy cares.. s0 be it.. i dun wanna say aniting anym0re... dance was fun!! alth0ugh tiring.. kiter j0get r0nggeng! heheh.. n we t0k abt SYF.. n0 c0mments b0ut tat.. kays.. n i'm aching all 0ver ryte n0w.. afta dnce met n0ngneng fer awhle.. thn saw hymm.. n i was lyk telling hym evrythng.. i n0e he's sad ryte n0w.. i mean.. hu w0uld believe it ryte.. stay str0ng aiites.. i'm alwaes here fer uu.. remmber aiite?((=

tuuesdae!!!

came t0oh skewl t0 find 0ut onlii 5 gerls came.. n its lyk s0o damn ****!! all ma fwens lyk nvr c0me.. n luckily j0anne came.. hahahs.. at least gt s0me1.. thn at clss lyk s0 free.. heheh.. played UNO with the guys all.. kays.. n it was s0o much fun!! hahahs.. n shuk0r CHEAT!! sto0ohpiid hym!! hahahhas.. farnie lurh seyy.. n we were lyk cheating.. l0ok at each 0ther's card.. hahas.. thn afta skewl.. n0ngneng fetch.. hahas.. he br0ught an umbrella.. 4 dunn0 wat reas0n.. hahahs.. criouslii.. hahhas.. n i kept laughing.. hahahs.. kekek seyy. afta tat went h0me t0 chnge n went t0oh HM... wanna buy couple shert.. ended up nt buying anythng.. hahhas.. thn mummy called.. din picked up.. she msged saying adeq hand kena cut.. n i was lyk damn sh0cked.. hurried h0me.. called hymm.. he's fine.. thn lepak-ed awhile.. n went h0me.. cn say tat its a tiring day.. thnk gd nth realli bad hppn t0 adeq.. thnx fer the c0mpany h0me.. hehe.. (=

2008-09-18T21:36:00.002+08:00

to0o0o0ohhdaee!!!!
skewl was as per n0rmal.. went wit bella.. t0k here n thr.. thn at parade square t0k al0t i guess.. hahas.. halfway through kena called up.. d0minic called mii t0 help hym wit s0me stuff thn cn take back ma ph0ne.. hahahs.. retarded siia hym... thn class was s0o draggy i cn say.. but mirah is juz t0oh giler i cn seyy.. hahhas.. slenger bt0l!! hahahs.. d0g tag lurhh!! hahahs..thn afta skewl went hgpt t0 acc0mpany mirah. ended up making 0ne 0f the ph0t0s t0o.. hahahs.. thn went h0me chnge awhile thn went straight t0oh maha hs.. kays.. nvr fast! hhahas.. dun feel lyk fasting anym0re!! ahhaas.. wth!! yayaya.. wateva uh ehkk!! chat here n thr.. pity maha lurhh.. b0ifee s0o bad seyy.. GUYS..! juz cnt st0p hurting us gerls.. ler!!! went h0me n "break fast"! hahahs.. 2dae is a veriiiii damn draggy dae seyy! t0ots lurhh!!

satuurdae!!
went t0oh skewl fer CIP.. need t0oh collect newspaper.. kays.. damn FUN i cn say.. but t0o bad maha dun have... expected lurh kn... t0ok pics here n thr.. the video damn retarded lurhh... hahas.. afta tat went parkway t0oh walk around.. hahahs.. t0o many thngs juz happen 0ver thr. ahahs.. ar0und 2 lyk tat, went ECP... hahahs..damn tiring.. niid t0 walk fr0m carpark C t0oh F.. 3 tymes lagik. hahas.. nehmiind.. exercise katerkn.. planned t0 sell the thngs.. ended up talking all the way.. hahhas... thn saw a CHAMELEON!!! kays.. damn disgusting.. a few mixtures 0f c0l0urs seyy.! eeww!!! thn gt tiz 1 guy uhs.. apr0ached mii.. n i replied t0oh hym in a CACAT way i cn say!! hahahhas.. thn went h0me.. TIRING seyy!!! but fun gilers.. thrs n0 nd t0 be wit the cl0ze ones t0 be hypher n stuff.. u juz nid a few retarded pers0n t0oh make the wh0le thng fun. hahhahs.. kays...!!!!!

2008-09-10T20:20:00.002+08:00

to0o0ohhdae!!
2dae ent t0 skewl as per n0rmal.. n yeah.. mirah is sick.. s0o she nvr c0me.. maha:laziie! kays.. b0red t0o death seyy.. luckily naduu g0t.. hahas.. naduu t0 the rescue!! ahahahs.. kk.. quite quiet at class.. hahhas.. thn went h0me straight as i gt n0 plans.. 0nlined.. n chatted wit mirah.. c0ngratulate her.. ahahs.. kk.. thn went hr h0use t0 slack.. maha camed.. as usual play c0mp! ler.. kn mirah kn... budak TANNED tuu!! hahhas.. watched AKIHRAT.. kays.. a verii sad st0rry i cn seyy.. but idk y.. i kept laughing.. hahas.. retarded katerkn!!!((= 5pluz went h0m.. helped nenek with s0me c0oking n 0ff t0 fetch adeq.. gd gerl ryte?? hahas.. mcm P!! break fast.. n here i am bl0gging.. i feel s0o tired siia.. arghh!!! damn lurhh!!!

2008-09-04T13:11:00.003+08:00

t0ohdae..! juz staying up at h0me.. t0oh finish all ma h0mwerk n help ma adeq t0oh.. n yeahh.. exams c0miing!! urghh!! n i'm still playing around.. g0shh!! gr0up study any1??! s0o 2dae all dae at h0me.. quite b0red uhs.. b0yfiie wanna miit mii.. but s0wiie.. i wanna study n yeahh.. i wanna fast!! heheh.. u n0e aiites... heheh..

Yesterdae.....
had realii a fun day... in tha m0rning went t0 mirah's h0use.. g0 n finish up ss pr0ject werk.. ferst thng.. wen i c0me her h0use, her br0 was at the gate lyk waiting fer s0me1.. n thr i was greeting hym.. he lyk sh0cked.. hahas.. kekek seyy.. khayal lurh tuu.. hhahas.. thn chnged 0ur bl0g url.. hhahas.. 0ur GUY name katerkn.. hahhas.. farnie lurh uu besty.. hahhas.. thn talk here n thr.. thn came ismail.. hahas.. a shy guy i cn say.. hahas.. n i was lyk laughing all the way lyk n0b0dy's business.. hahhas.. n mirah's m0the kiip saying SILIT nmpk.. hahhas.. farniie..! thn suddenlii evry1 inside the r0om.. hahhas.. ferst we g0 play purble face at ma lappie.. hahhas.. her m0m's s0 kiut.. hahahs.. she's lyk saying.. "mane arr0w die uhs".... hahas.. lyk verii blur lyk tat.. we lyk fight.. saying tat tiz match tiz n tat match wit tat.. hahhas.. h0w i wish i c0uld have a m0ther lyk her.. hais.. kays.. thn we lyk leave her m0ther al0ne t0 play the purble face while weg0 watch HUMAN TETRIS... hahas.. kekek giler seyy.. hahhas.. lyk evry1 tat plays it l0ok damn retarded.. hahahs.. n accidentlii t0uch.. ahhahs(in0eun0erytemirah).. hahhas.. embarrssing lurh sey.. ahhas.. b0ut 2pluz, went hgpt.. acc0mpany her t0 ntuc.. ended up nvr buy aniting.. hahhas.. n she sent mii h0me cz raining.. hehe.. switt nyer!! hehehe.. thnx besty.. heheh.. afta tat went t0 miit n0ngneng.. kays.. i realii damn miss hymm lyk mad.. been quite awhile since i met hym.. chat here n thr.. talk b0ut wat hppn all.. hahhas.. i'm missing th0se m0ments ryte n0w.. serious seyy.. hhahas.. n i acted real FAST ryte b0yfiie? hahahs.. aft tat he sent mii h0me.. (=

AMIR-ahh...! realii had l0ts 0f fun yesterdae.. ur mum's real great seyy.. n ure retarded abg.. hahahas.. n nt t0 4get ur adeq.. ahhahas.. 0ne craziie family.. ahhas.. i lyk!! h0w i wish i have a family lyk urs.. n b0ut ur dreamm.. hahhas.. sungguh mengekekkn..! hahahs.. crious seyy.. hahhas.. t0o bad lynee's nt thr.. she juz have t0o many reas0ns fer us.. bt nehmind.. having uu is m0re thn en0ugh.. ahhahas.. giler b0d0h!! ahahhas..we g0 buker same2 kays.. n ajak eyfa skali kays((=

BELLA!!!!! kays.. i criouslii miss uu!!!! i miss 0ur 0ld tymes... lets juz 4get b0ut it.... ure still ma BESTY lurhh!! heheh.. n0 matter h0w sarcastic uu are.. i still lurve uu..! heheh.. cz tats juz the way uu are ryte..((= mayb i sh0uld juz get use t0 it.. heheh.. btw.. biler nk buker same2 niie.. on the 6th ker 13th????i cnt wait!! realii!!!!!!!! n ure burfdae prezzie ehkk?? uhmm... wat d0 uu thnk?? hahhas.. i dun have t0 say it ryte???((=

N0NgNeNg!!!!... ure s0o swiit!! hehe.. i guess being wit you WASNT a mistake.. u juz make ma day.. enduring all the painfulness bcz 0f u. n yeah.. i did it all bcz 0f you.. i realii lurve uu l0ts.. n u juz cnt st0p DISTURBING mii ehkk... s0o badd!! hahhas.. n btw.. i aint scared anym0re lurhh!! hehehh... ANGKAT mii all you want.. BUT dun let g0 aitess.. i juz wanna stickwityou.. hehehe.. gd luck fer ur n-level aiites.. wishiing uu all the best.. ill pray fer uu.. n yuh.. i'm feeling happy tiz few days.. hahhas.. i guess its bcz ure chngiing.. heheh.. t0 a better pers0n 0b c0urse.. heheh.. n i abt fastiing.. i w0nt f0rce uu aites.. if u cn thn g0 0n.. if nt thn u cn try agn nxt tyme aiites.. heheh... i juz simply lurve the way u are n0w! :D

u guys nvr fail t0 make ma day(=....

i'm r0tting!!

2008-08-30T17:37:00.002+08:00

uhmm.... lyf have been b0riing fer mii... currentlii at h0me r0tting... dunn0 wat t0 d0.. d0ne ma ss pr0ject.. edit here n thr.. but still niid t0 miit up 2 add in a few m0re thngs.. i'm feeling tired tiz few daes... n 2dae w0ke up at 10 pluz.. clean ma r0om n stuffs. thn play c0mp n watch tv.. i criouslii dunn0 wat t0 d0 2dae.. n n0w..i'm recaping all ma studiies.. i niid t0 buck up.. 0kays.. rep0rt sliip's out.. damn.. i really have dr0pped m0st 0f ma subject.. haishh... i nid help!! i guess its still nt t0o late t0 study ryte now.. tiz h0lidae plan t0 have a gr0up study.. n everydae muz study.. idc! i have t0.. hais.. quite stress i cn say.. but i will d0 it sl0wly.. n yuh.. tat tyme went t0 pasar mlm wit mirah n eyfa.. kay.. i was stuhpiid en0ugh t0 believe wat mirah t0ld mii.. n ive been lied at fer the 2nd tyme!! tkpe2.. nxt tyme ehk mirah.. hahhas.. n eyfa is lyk s0 mcm P type. hhahas.. kekek lurh dier.. hahhas... i w0nt 4get b0ut it.. yesterdae t0k2 wit mirah.. thn lynee came her h0use.. thn we t0k here n thr.. farniie lurhh u guys. i juz lurve the way uu are.. hehe.. enj0yiing evry m0ment wit them.. sampai vadai smue terklua kn mirah? hhahas.. at 12pluz. i th0ught mirah still online bt thn ended up it was her br0ther.. hahas.. kekek uh tuu gala! hahhas.. ferst panggil GENDUT thn panggil 0rg GEMZ! tkper2... hahhas... retarded is all i cn describe b0ut hym.. hahhas.. n CIP werk is cancelled!! f*** seyy!! all bcz 0f tat stuhpiid james!! arghh! bt wateva lurhhh.. dh bag0s kite smangat2.. LAME!! heheh.. 0kays... 2m0re days start fastiing ledii!! argghh!! lyk laziie lyk dat sey.. hahhas.. kater sab! n yeahh.. wanna have 0utiing ppl!!! we g0 buker same2 kays..((=

n AMIRahh!! biler nk tuka bl0g nye url?? heheh.. name jantan kite kn sedap sngt.. hahhaas! mcm B!! berukk!! ahhahas.. dhlh asyik panggil name taufiiq.. rindu die ehkk? hahahs.. kekek sey smlm... i realii henj0y ma tymes wiit you.. n ure weird fwen.. she's juz t0o scary fer mii.. cmne tah kau lei melekat ngn die.. hahhas.. LALA LAND katerkn.. hahhas.. she's juz the same as(in0eun0e).... jgn pikerkn sangat.. juz let her say wateva she 1.. n n0 matter wat.. i'm alwaes here fer uu lurhh B0NCET!!! heheh.. maen2 jekks..((=

n hymm. haishh.. naper niie? wat hppn t0 uu? i;m realli w0rried ryte n0w? mane ra0f yg str0ng niie?? cmne lei jdii cm niie? i reali feel guilty bout it.. i juz s0meh0w feel tat its all bcz 0f the tiff tat had juz hppn a few daes ag0... i din expect it to be lyk tiz.. criouslii.. i juz wan uu t0oh have l0ts 0f rest kays.. n juz remmbr tat... i've nvr ever th0ught 0f breaking up wit uu.. all tiz while i juz f0ught wit uu fer the sake 0f uu.. nt 0f wanting to break upp.. it din evn cr0ss ma mind.. d0 tkcr 0f urself kays.. i dun wan aniting bad 0 hppn t0 y0u.. n s0wiie.. i cnt miit up wit you.. ferst week puase.. u cnt expect mii t0 nt puase full ryte.. plz bear wit it.. i'm realii s0wiie.. h0w i wiish i c0uld be thr fer uu ryte n0w.. hais.. i juz feel useless tiz tyme.. serious seyy.. itz lyk u c0llapse.! haishh.. fer n0w juz rest.. i w0nt disturb uu..!((=

2008-08-29T13:42:00.002+08:00

0kays.. 2dae skewl was 0kay lurh. quite b0riing.. kene bubble seyy.. tpii tkper.. i n0e them t0o well.. n yuhh had exercise ferst thn perf0rmance... 0verall was 0kay... din enj0y it tat well uhs.. thn saw shah all.. hahas.. they came.. n s0 d0es haq they all.. hehhe.. 0kays.. afta tat went mirah's hs cz wanna acc0mpany her g0 hgpt buy thngs.. her m0m was damn farniie.. hahhas.. kekek seyy.. thn went hgpt.. buy the stuffs.. she farniie lurhh.. belii maggie p0n susah.. thn wen g0ing bck tyme.. we saw shah all.. thn she lyk verii kanc0ng.. hahhas.. damn farniie seyy.. hahahs.. thn went h0me... 2dae verii b0red uhs..i thnk i g0nna r0t 2dae!! FISH lurhh!! aiyer.. 0kays.. n 2m0l0 thngy is cancelled.! damn lurhhh..! b0red t0 death lurhh...! aiiyer..

haishh... i feel t0tally pressurized seyy.!! haiss.. y?? y muz small pr0b ended wit a big pr0b?? y?? y d0 i feel as if i'm suff0cating?? i'm hating it.. realii hating it... y cnt i be tired?? y muz i lyn uu all the way.. c0me on luhh.. evry1 d0es have m0ods.. u cnt expect mii 2 be hapiie always ryte.. n yuh.. i wasnt angry but i juz dun wan y0u t0 thnk tat i'm fine wit watever u d0.. n is featured fwen s0 imp0rtant t0 you? d0es it matter all..?? s0rry. but i dun sh0w-off ma bf t0 juz anyb0dy... 0kays.. i featured n0ne..! s0 i guess it settled all. yuh great lurh ehkk..hais.. y cnt he undrstnd h0w i feel?? i realli dunn0 wat t0 d0.. i'm juz t0o restless i guess.. n if uu thnk tat ure stupiid n s0 0n.. thn its up t0 y0u...! cz i've nth t0 say t0 y0u anym0re.. 0kays.. n i'm juz ure third ryte.? evn if u deny it, its still a fact.. h0w i wish i c0uld give up 0n evrythng. n i 0nly trust nur AMIRAH radewan! tats it! hais............

HE's 41!!!!

2008-08-27T23:46:00.003+08:00

HAPPIIE BURDAE PAPA!!! N ALS0 MAK!!!(imissyou!)

0kays.... 2dae went skewl late.. n had less0ns as per n0rmal.. n duriing mly clss.. ahmad slept twiice i thnk.. hahhas.. retarded teacher... kay fiine.. thn mth niid t0 d0 revisi0n paper.. n damn..! i had difficult tyme d0ing it.. seems t0 4get m0st 0f the t0pic.. fuck3!! bt thn it was still 0kay fr mii.. i realii niid t0oh buck up. hais... thn had chem.. 0kays.. tw0 peri0d full 0f laughter.. hhahas.. n basically i'm the j0ker.. hahhas.. din n0e y.. guess i was t0o b0red till i ended up being a cl0wn.. hahhas.. n yeahh.. i gave mirah her prezzie.. n she was lyk saying thnk y0u fer al0t 0f tyme.. hahahs till i l0st c0unts.. hahhas.. afta skewl lepak at skewl fer awhile as it was raining heavily n nithia n the rest were very farniie.. hhahas.. i'm the CG 0kays..!! hahhas.. n sylvester is the left syd 0f it.. hahhas.. the rain st0ps a fewl minutes later.. n went hm t0 chnge n t0ok ma stuffs cz nd t0 g0 d0 ss pr0ject.. hhahas.. had l0ts 0f fun... n i pity mirah cz her slipper br0ke.. hhahas... jln jek kene seret.. hahhas.. n i saw hym.. kk.. wateva... thn went h0me at 5pluz... at nyte went pizzahut t0 eat... 0kays.. s0 called burfdae celebration.. kk.. budget lurh kn.. hhahahahs... n he's 41!!! hahahhas.. 0ld ledii! hhahas.. hapiie burfdae papa!!! heheh.. i lurve you!!((=... n thn went hm.... 0kays.. i'm realii tired t0dae.. 2m0l0 have PE.. w0oh0o! cn play s0ccer.. hahahs.. kk sab lame! hahahas....

n uu.... dh pndai lurh kn smpai tkya gi skewl.. agree wit ur teacher.. yeahh.. t0o gd i cn say.. n yuh... msg u ltr? till a few hrs wen we c0incidencely met.. yeah.. supp0sedly t0 be GREAT lurh kn.. n yuh.. wateva... i dun evn give a damn.. is tat ma b0y??? i dun thnk s0......... n ure chnging. 0kays.. i dun wanna say anitingg. i'm juz t0o tired..

n yuh... lastliii... sab PRASAN jambuu lurhh seyy..... hhahas... baek uhs! I ALWAYS THNK TAT I AM AB0VE AVERAGE KN??? uhmm.. t0 make it siimple... SAB THNKS SHE'S T0O PERFECT! w0w!!!! s0 arr0gant kterkn. hahhas(=..... urs truly lurh ehkk.....

kk... till thn..........................................byeeeeeeeee!!!!!

2008-08-23T00:34:00.002+08:00

M0Ndaee...
went t0oh skewl as per n0rmal.. had less0n n yadeyadeya... afta skewl went t0oh deyi sec as i am a "leader" lurh kn.. hhaahs.. 0kays.. their international dnce was superb i cn say.. evnth0ugh i find it weir wen the guys w0re skirts n sleevess shirt tat cn see their belly butt0n.. hahahas.. 0verall was b0riing uhs... best thngs was actualii the f0od!! hahhas.. kater sab.. hahahs.. yuh.. n thn went hgpt as bella wanted t0oh eat at kfc.. skali tk jdi. thn came jamal wh0 sat bsyd us.. cnt help but wanting 2 get 0ff 4r0m tat place.. muker punyrlurhh irritating.. st0p it seyy.. n thn went h0me...

TUEsdae...
afta skewl.. plan t0oh miit n0ngneng.. thn saw hym n his fwen.. n we walked off.. talk here n thr.. n saw an0tha fwen.. 0kays.. thn talk n talk.. idk y but i juz felt b0red tat day.. he was lyk t0king t0oh mii n msged his fwen.. kays.. n i juz kept quiet uhs.. n afta a few minutes, decided t0 went hm uhs.. lei mati terberak kn ABG MIRAH?? hahhas... thn decided to g0 mirah's hs.. gt 2 n0e tat eyfa was thr.. fun sey d0rg!! hahas.. idk y i kept laughing tat dae.. was lyk non-stop laugh.. hahahs.. eeew! n i disturb mirahh.. hahas.. her tummy's getting fatter.. B0NCET ktrkn!! aahhahas.. n she was lyk p0king ma butt.. ler!! n i p0ke hers bck.. hahas.. eyfa was evn m0re funny.. hahas.. she sh0uted fer nth.. n she gt a very sl0w reaction siaa.. hahahs.. farniie lurhh kau.. hahhas.. n 5.30 went h0me wit eyfa..

WEdnesdae....
skewl was n0rmal till mr adrian said N H0W which i th0ught was EN HAO.. hahhas.. 0kays retards!! started laughing here n thr with tat mirah.. hahahs.. thn afta skewl went t0 have lunch with maha,mirah n eyfa.. hhahas.. maha kept making j0kes n i juz cnt st0p laughing.. hahhas.. n 0ur fav0urite thng t0 d0.. the o0oh 0o0hh! hhahas.. m1 advertisement s0 farniie.. hahahs.. n wen 0tw t0 mac, it was raining.. thn suddenlii an auntie stands bsyd mii shielding mii fr0m the rain.. hahahs.. s0o swiit kn.. she dun wan mii 2 get sick.. hahahs.. n mirah was lyk saying'gem0k ngn gem0k.. kene lurh tuu' hahahs.. bastard seyy.. hahahs.. n she n eyfa kept laughing non-stop.. thnked her fer her kindness.. heheh..

THURsdae...
went t0 skewl. had PE.. which is the m0st fun peri0d of the dae.. ahhas.. decided to play s0ccer.. in the end tk jdi.. thn went t0 play badmint0n.. hahhas.. 0kays.. n i was l0usy at it.. hhahas.. nnti maha.. ketawekn aku ehkk.. wait uhs!! ahhahas.. thn recess tyme.. play s0ccer wit nithia, bala,sylvester,zameer,niger n akhim.. fun sey d0rg.. hahas.. thn came mirah.. hahhas.. ferst bec0me tyme keeper.. tat 1 nehmind.. thn later bec0me referee sey.. ahhahas... thr was tiz 1 part wen i wanted t0 take the ball.. thn suddenlii mirah came running 2wards ma directions.. kays.. at ferst th0ught tat she wanted t0 help mii uhs.. thn she lyk c0ming nearer n nearer n we actualii bump int0 each 0ther. hahhas.. farniie seyy.. n ma hand n ****** kena.. pain seyy.. ma hand a bit sw0llen uhs.. hhahas.. n we b0th laugh.. hahas.. retarded katrkn.. hahahs.. thn afta skewl.. went straight hm.. n i was r0tting at hm all the way.. hahas.. stuuhpiid pluz fun day fer mii..((=

FRIIdae....
which was a few hrs ag0.. hahas... had less0n as per n0rmal.. thn plan t0 play s0ccer afta skewl.. n 0s0 nt 4getting t0 plan fer mirah's burdae bash.. hahahs.. fun day i cn say!! yet tiring uhs.. hahahs.. went mirah's hs ferst thn went street s0ccer.. the guys were late n i played badmint0n.. hehe.. played wi teha.. ahhas.. thn play s0ccer wit thm.. akhim pr0 siia.. hard t0oh tackle seyy.. haha.. thn maha came.. n s0 d0es eyaf.. n thn came nithia.. played s0ccer at ferst thn nithia started the bash.. hahas.. farniie.. i was s0o stuhpiid as to believe mirah sey.. ahahhas.. at last 0s0 kena... i'm lyk blck n white sey.. hahahs... damn funny lurhh.. hahahs.. afta tat went eyfa's hm 2 wash up.. i s0 called bathed fer mirah.. hahas... shamp0o fer her n stuff.. hahas.. i dun mind.. hahahas.. t0ok pics n stuff.. thn went mac t0 rest fer awhile.. hahas.. tiring sey. n wen hm.. n till now.. i'm r0tting.. i cn say.. hahahs...

NOnGNeNg!!! 0kays.. i mish you..!! al0ts!!! hahas.. 0kays.. s0rry tat tyme realii din have the m0od t0 msg wit you... n yeahh.. bii!! happy 27mth anii!!! heheh.. i lurb uu sh0o muchhh!
its juz c0untless.. n 0kay! i mish uu lyk hell.. arghh!!!! wana mit uu lurhh nyehh!! hahhas.. gyeahh!!!! hahah... kk.. retarded!!!!

2008-08-17T01:59:00.003+08:00

0kays... uhmm... a very l0ong tyme since i update ma bl0g.. n n0ngneng have been bugging mii t0oh update.. s0o0.. here it is... felt kinda laziie 2 bl0g actualii. but nehmind.. 4 his sake lurh kn.. hahas.. 0kays.. well 2dae nth special.. w0ke up at 10.. cz abg was t0o n0isy i cn say.. asking mii fer tiz n tat.. binget seyy.. hahas.. but he was fun juz now... had a very2 l0ng talk wiit mii.. i juz miss th0se m0ments.. n i juz lurve ma br0 bbck!! hehehe.. share evrythng wit mii.. i cn say tat he's actualii gd.. hahahs.. 0kays.. thn aftern0on went t0 fetch m0m n went t0 eat.. thn went h0me n bla3... kk.. 2dae was b0riing i cn say...

yesterdae was fun.. went t0oh skewl as per n0rmal... planned t0 g0 t0 sengkang swiming c0mplex but cancelled cz b0th mira's cnt g0.. s0 t0o bad fer mii.. btw.. skewl was fun.. esp. mirah,lynee,nithia,sutha,nadu& atiq.. hahahs.. they rawks t0oh the c0re.. n with0ut mr g0h thr juz w0nt be laughter.. hahahs.. n 0kay... i felt betta afta getting t0oh n0e tat P***** gt a gf.. hahahs... c0uldnt imagine hym 2 lyk mii.. hahahs.. l0l!!! n i will nvr fall fer uu!!! at nyte.. went t0oh grandma hs... ate a l0t i must say! g0shh.. i'm getting fatter lurhh seyy.. shit siia.. n thn came ma relatives.. hahhas.. had fun with them.. watch akak wati's wedding video.. it was s0o damn farniie.. hahas.. n i juz cnt stop laughing.. the m0st farnie part is wen abg jamal cried.. ahhahas.. ugly seyy.. hahahs.. thn akak farah kena called GEM0K!! hahahs.. i laugh till i cried.. hahahs.. i kept bully her ystrd.. ahahas... t0o bad akak shikin wasnt thr.. kays.. n i miss her)= cn we have an outing 0r smthh???

n last2 week went t0oh singapore exp0 y0 watch HSM! it was great.. n as per n0rmal.. we r late..! hahahs.. kater p0mpan..! l0ls..!! had realii a great tyme thr... s0o much laughter. n ma class rawks!! hehe.. sh0ut here n thr.. hahas. lyk retarded i cn say.. t0ok pics here n thr.. n 0tw hm.. felt realii tired.. alm0st wanting t0oh sliip.. hahahs.. but we t0ok pics.. hahahas.. bii fetch mii.. n i went hm straight...

i n0e ure angry, upset, dissapointed wit mii over smth.. but i wil juz wait fer it.. i wont c0nfr0nt or anythng... cz i n0e u had ure reas0ns. n anotha thng was tat.. itz not juz uu but mii.. i have feelings too.. 0kays.. i dun wanna say much further.. ill juz kept quiet fer now..

n0ngneng is juz ma mr PERFECT.. ahhas.. 0kays.. been meeting hym up fer quite a while.. n btw.. itz either i went h0me wit mirah n maha.. g0 h0me by maself or went h0me wit naduu n sutha.. tats it.. i cn say tat i will chnge ma th0ughts bout hym.. he's willing to listen to mii.. mayb i should listen to hym n not be stubborn at tymes.. u n0e wat i mean ryte.. heheh..i juz felt s0wie fer hym at tymes... cause of ma pr0bs wit ppl around mii, i will start thr0wing ma tantrums t0 hym.. hais.. i'm realii s0wie.. but i juz dunn0 h0w to c0ntr0l maself at tymes.. n as u n0e.. i nie angin.. hahhas.. cnt deny the fact ta i am.. 0kays... n lastliii.. IIJUZLURBUMOREASEACHDAYGOESBY!!((=

i lurb miirahh.. the onlii besty hu undrstnds mii very well.. hehe.. thnks lurh awk!((=... trying t0oh c0ntr0l ma anginESS.. ahahhas.. getting al0ng wit her very well.. giving in d0es realii help kn syg?? hehe.. juz wanna say thnx fer being undrstnding.. hehe.. n abt wat had hppn a few weeks ag0.. i realli am s0wie b0ut tat..)=n lastlii... sayer syg awak!!! hehhe.. ohh aah ehk!! hahas.. n btw.. i am a bit dissapointed wit her.. u n0e hu rytes.. i juz dunn0 h0w t0 talk her around.. its juz up to her. i cnt d0 much about it.. u help her t0o aiitex..((=

2008-08-02T01:12:00.003+08:00

2dae was sh0rt i cn say.. n yeahh b0th of ma fwens din c0me. yuh.. great i cn say.. wit nithia hu neva fails to make evry1 laugh.. hahas... CHEESEBUN N SAMOSA song! hhahas.. damn farniie.. i juz cnt st0p laughing wat m0re wen rachel started to laugh..hahhas.. 3 periods of ge0 d0esnt seems l0ng.. hahas.. all the laughters tat we had juz 0ccupied us.. thn had CE.. abit b0ring uhs.. but jas0n, chella n nadu is juz s0 farniie.. ahhas.. i kept disturbing prabhu.. hhahas. i n0e ur DIRTY lil secret!! hahahs.. kk.. sab lame.. n yeahh.. i in get the HSM ticket. wateva lurh ehkk.. teacher said s0me1 cancelled it or smth.. kk.. lyk huever cares bout it.. juz a t0o bad fer mii i guess. n yeahh.. 2dae had perf0rmance at IMH.. i screwed a lil.. hhahas.. n i saw HAIZAD IMRAN! hawt stuff i cn say.. t0o bad cnt hear hym singing.. cz nd to g0 bck ledi.. kak siti was 0k.. hahas.. she's very funny.. hahhas.. but its her last day teaching.. thn went lepak at mac fer awhile wit bella.. tat S0T0NG is juz weird! hahahas.. stuuhpiid!! afta went t0 mit hymm.. thn lepak wit his fwens all.. they juz cnt st0p making mii laugh wit their weird expressions.. hahhas.. n yeahh. 2dae had l0ts 0f laughing.! till ma st0mache pain seyy.. but the thng is tat i ENJOY ma day.. hehe((=

n s0o.. as expected.. knew it.. she will n0e b0ut it afta all.. the reas0n y i'm nt t0king t0 y0u is tat i dun wanna be a d0uble face. n tat i dun wanna t0k b0ut it. ure ma besty. n i dun wan anythng to hppn. its juz nt us n0wadays.. u n ur fwens n i wit mine. i guess i cn be fine wit it.. n i'm nt blaming uu.. cz i n0e ur type.. n tats th reas0n y i ch0se t0 c0nfr0nt hym. 0kays.. but i n0e tat i dunn0 h0w t0 appreciate thngs.. kay b0ut tat.. i'm s0rry. haiss.. itz juz nt us.. i guess i have t0 d0 smth.. but afta c0mm0n test n stuff.. n yuh i am sensitive. i dun wanna say anythng now.. u ch0ose.. still wanting mii as ur besty 0r juz n0rmal fwens.. mayb i'm b0rn nt t0 have a besty at all cz of ma attitude.. 0kays.. tats lyf. have it accept it btw.

idunnoyifeeltatmalurb4uchnge.sincetheincidentnofwati'veheardofyou.idunnowattosayorhutotrust. hais.gd!plzhelpmii!!!!!!!!!

ijuzdunlurveulykthewayidoyesterday.

2008-07-30T20:31:00.002+08:00

2dae went t0 skewl as per n0rmal. was late 2dae.. n decided to g0 skewl by cab.. hehe.. act rich onii.. hahas.. cn say tat we reach skewl juz in tyme.. hahas. had eng test 2dae.. the paper was 0k.. but the summary sux lyk hell lurhh.. i dunno if i cn do well or nt.. juz h0pe tat it will be a pass. n skewl were as per n0rmal.. laugh here n thr.. had recess 2dae!.. hahhas.. weird.. thn afta skewl went mac wit nadu n sutha.. farnie lurh both of them.. nadu kept talking.. fun lurhh seyy.. dunn0 h0w t0 eat pr0perly.. hahhas.. thn afta tat went 4 dance.. n i was LUCKY! cz nita wasnt thr 2dae..hahas.. if nt sure kena lecture.. damn irritating seyy.. s0o hating uu! i did badly.. urgh! i juz cnt seem t0 dnce perfectly.. wth siia! n perf is juz on friday.. fuck siia.. kak siti was 0kay.. din t0k much wit her.. thn had t0 pack our c0stumes 4 the perf. mirah was verii farniie.hhahas.. n i juz cnt st0p laughing wit ella.. hahhas.. went h0me afta tat.. n gt tiz 1 guy say ma name.. i dun even n0e uu lurhh.. juz fuck off cn? eeww! n 0s0 thrs tiz 1 guy wh0 called ma ph0ne.. saying.." nk blue ke pink?" thn i was lyk huh.. nie saper seyy.. cnt hear his name clearly.. sounds quite rude i cn say.. ler.. n i juz hang out.. juz cnt be b0thered wit these ppl.. WEIRD! ler.. damn tired siia 2dae.. ystrday cnt sleep well.. ppl msged n called in the middle of the night making mii feel s0o fucked up siia.. hais...

wats the matter wit you.. i should be angry wit uu but i felt the 0therwise.. i pity uu.. but i juz cant help maself 2 be angry wit uu. hais.. hu ask uu nt to eat n s0 0n.. i din even say aniting.. i juz need s0me quiet m0ments to ease maself.. is tat s0 difficult.. n thr u r making mii m0re pressurized. i'm s0rry 4 wat had hppn to you.. but i need to calm maself d0wn ryte now.. hais.. u dun seem to undrstnd at all.. i dun wish to kip it. hais.. things juz get MORE n MORE complicated! i'm tired. hais..

2008-07-28T20:57:00.002+08:00

recentli skewl had been n0rmal 4 mii. had a misunderstndng wit a teacher. dmn her lurh.. i am not even rude 0kays.. if tats rude to u thn ive gt nth m0re t0 say. wateva it is, i'm nt g0nna say s0rry to you uhs. werst c0mes t0 werst. i may juz quit dance n it wll be ALOT betta 4 mii 0kays. had en0ugh of ur n0nsence lurh. urgh! st0ohpiid! n mrs azlan is juz a great teacher! she n0es mii best.. understand us well. ure juz great lurh! hehe. n 2ae i had 0ral which was quite sux 4 mi. especially the picture diss. urgh! wth! but everythng else was fine.. phew! hehe..ma foot's rec0vering! hehe.. thnk gd! h0w i wish ma skin is nt sensitive. hais.. hate it lurh.. i will hve it at least once a year. damn lurhh.. hate it lots! had fun wit a beloved friends 2dae. hahas. they are juz damn farnie.. hahas. one w0uld say MMM when it was actuali MNM. n the 0ther freaked out when she cnt find her phoe to the extend of squatting d0wn in the middle of a pathway. hahas. i juz cnt stop laughing wit thm.. hahas.. bunch of craziie pluz hyper kids.! hehe... i lurve them lots.! hehe.

tiz few days. i juz felt d0wn.. upset, angry, jeal0us juz came to ma mind. idk y. but criouslii. hu w0uldnt have felt the same lyk wat i'm feeling ryte now when they cam acr0ss the same situation as mine. u will feel very jeal0us. hais. dun wish to t0k to hym ryte now. i' t even in the m0od to talk tat s0me1 but i juz cnt help it. hais. i dun wish to talk bouttiz cz it uz hurts mii more. haiss. it may seem nth to you guys. but if you were mii, surely u would be vey angry. wat m0re i;'m a GIRL. c0me 0n lurh. d0esnt mean i kept quiet means tat i'm 0kay wit i kn. hais. wateva. i'm juz t0o tired teven be angry n0wadays. n. i still lurve n care fer you.

2008-07-21T22:00:00.002+08:00

uhmm.. 2dae went skewl as per n0rmal wit bella.. n wen reach at skewl.. mii n mirah all kept talking abt the camp non-stop... wen thinking bck, it really is damn farniie.. hahas.. 2dae kena sc0lded by teacher alot of tyme sey.. hahas.. bt hu cares ryte.. n s0o.. 2dae came skewl wearing onii slippers as leg gt rashes..! arghh!! damn itchy lurhh seyy.. s0o the irritating siia. thn afta skewl went kfc wit bella.. talk n talk.. abt camp agn.. hahas.. farnie.. cant st0p laughing.. thn aftern0on met darling n thn lepak at mac.. prank ppl!! hahahs.. nth t0oh d0 mah.. hahas.. lynee kept making farbniie v0ices till i cnt st0p laughing.. hahahs.. st0ohpiid us!! hahahs.. arnd 6 pluz went t0oh fetch adeq.. thn went h0me.. arnd 7pluz called miirah 2 acc0mpany mii g0 clinic as the rashes lyk getting werst.. haiss.. hate it lurhh.. she's lyk a big sis t0oh mii. hahhas.. dunn0 anythng 0s0 wana talk.. hahhas.. kiut lurhh her.. afta tat.. went t0oh bella h0use t0oh take the punjabii suit.. s0meh0w s0me 0f the parts are small n s0me are big.. hahas.. weird lurhh kn.. hahahs... currentlii d0ing art hw.. had t0ohh finish up cz nd t0oh hand in.. till thn... n lastlyy... gt ma pic wit dawn!! hahahs.. at last!! w0oh0o! hands0me lurhh oii!! hehe.

currentlii angry wit bf.. haiss... ask t0oh 0nline thn he himself 0ffline.. wth..! kay fine.. dun wanna argue.. up t0oh uu lurhh ehkk... dun care lurhh! wateva.!

back after a very l0ong tyme missing!!!! hahas

2008-07-20T17:30:00.003+08:00

0kays.. yeahh... l0ong tyme since i p0st.. hahas.. kinda laziie t0oh bl0g.. hahhas... well.. yeahh.. s0o many thngs hppn recentlii n i juz came bck 4r0m SEC3 CAMP! s0o.. yeahh.. it was FUN!! t0o manyy thngs juz hppn.. hhahas... n wit ma verii GREAT instruct0r.. hehe.. 0kays... n i miss them lots.. m0stlii, evrythng was great except fer the F0OD.. sucks lyk hell lurh kays..

river cr0ssing was fun but farniie.. all bcz of amirah.. hahas.. she n her l0ud v0ice.. n i was stuck halfway.. n they juz kept g0ing.. punyrlurh painful. but fun 0verall. hahas..

as fer drag0n b0ating, gr0up differentlii wen g0ing n g0ing off.. ferst with mirah n lynee.. mirahh was farniie.. kept saying PULL..which s0unds s0o diff. hahas. kiut lurhh she.. n lynee was lyk verii irritating... she d0 the 0therwise.. hahas.. wen g0ing bck tyme.. gr0up wit atiq they all.. evn b4 setting off, the b0at capsized. hahas.. fareez fell in the b0at.. hahas.. farniie.. thn paddle n paddle n it rained.. we cheated.. hahhas... gt help fr0m the b0at.. hahas... n we r fast.. hahas.. n wen reached ledii.. i fell d0wn.. hahhas.. farniie n embarrasing siia.. has.. luckily yus help mii.. hehe.. thnks lurh abg.. hehe..

as fer land expedition, was quite tiring uhs.. need t0oh walk fer quitea l0ng distance uhs.. 4r0m 0ur place t0oh are F.. duriing 0ur walk.. we cn still play.. hahas.. farniie lurhh they all.. hehe.. n yus kept tapping mii.. hahhas.. stuhpiid! hahhas.. he's quite fast.. lynee lyk n0 energy at all sey.. hahas... thn reached 1 checkp0int n we played a game.. afta tat.. we still gt tyme n decided t0oh d0 the camp prep.. dance crank that.. hahas.. kiut seyy... thn wen g0ing bck tyme.. mii,mirah n yus walked 2geda.. shariing 0ur pr0bs all.. thnx lurh abg.. hehe.. always call mii kakak.. hehe.. n at0m was lyk calling mii sayang.. hehe.. b0th 0f uu r juz swit.. heheh..

at nite was campfire.. t0tally fun! but 0ur perf. screwed up due t0 s0me ppl.. ler! 0kays.. had fun till l0st ma v0ice..hahas... kena pulled 0ut by at0m t0oh dnce with the teachers n i played al0ng..hehe.. n wen finishing tyme.. smth bad hppn t0oh her.. felt s0o s0rrie fer her.. h0pe she's fine ryte n0w.. all i wanna say ish t0 stay str0ng kays((=

last day!!!!!! had 0ur duty... n thn clean up the bunk... yus was nt with us... it was s0o saddening.. he had t0oh leave earlier cz of 0ther activities.. haishh.. he was realli kiut i cn say.. but thn t0oh bad.. we have i missing piece in tat puzzle n tats y0u.. haishh... i'm missing th0se m0ments ryte n0w.. last day t0ohh.. made fwens wit 1 instruct0r named friman i thnk.. hahahs.. tat B0NCet!! hahahs.. kiipp eating all the way.. hahhas.. farnie guy i cn say.. hahhas.. salman was 0k.. ask mii t0oh tag al0ng but s0rrie.. t0o tired i guess.. hehe.. n went h0me wit akhim afta tat..... a verii l0ong days fer mii i guess... hehe... i lurve SP0NGEB0B SQUAREPANTS lots!!!!!

0kays.. s0o well.. ma relationshiip wit it g0es 0n sm00thly.. i thnk g0d fer tat..(= mayb i sh0uld give in at tymes i guess.. 0kays... n0 matter wat it is.. i lurve hym alwaes((=

2008-06-23T21:44:00.002+08:00

been quite buziie i guess.. i 0s0 dunn0 wat i'm buziie wit.. ler.. sunday had wedding perf... it was 0kaylurhh.. n gt 2 n0e tat didi werk as the cuci pinggan nyer peeps.. malu lurh seyy.. hahaz.. the dnce was 0kay lurh kn.. thn we waited s0 l0ng 4 the nxt perf. juz t0oh be t0ld tat it was cancelled. damn it lurhh.. binget+ happy.. hahaz.. cz tired ledii.. thn went t0ohh cp.. buy sh0elace.. grey c0l0ur cz black dun have.. hahaz. hu cares ryte? thn went to eat sakura. nice f0od but ex lurh seyy... hahahz.. wateva lurh kn.. thn went hm.. onlined fer awhile.. n he chatted wit mii.. 0kay lurhh.. i hurt hymm.. s0rry 4 the werds i said to uu.. but i realli cnt take it seyy.. u were s0 sarcastic to mii at tat tyme.. i'm juz t0o heart br0ken t0 even say nicely to uu.. i guess harsh werds juz satisfy mii.. but is tat fer l0ng?? i guess nt.. cz i still thnk of uu agn.. hais.. y muz it hppn t0oh mii.. i realii cnt deny h0w much i lurve uu.. seriousli speaking.. 0kays.. thn bathed n off to bed..

2dae.. went t0oh skewl.. laziie to wake up.. cz the nite b4 i cnt sliip.. 2 axious i guess.. hahz. 4 n0 reas0n.. stupiid siia. thn went skewl wit mirahbella.. assembly was s0o l0ng.. gt hair check.. mr g0y ask mii 2 c0me out..
mii: y? cause of ma hair??
mr g0y:(stare at mii) yuh..
mii: but its natural wat.
mr goy: whr's ur letter?
mii: itz natural.. n thrs no nd fer a letter.. dun believe g0 ask ms n0rmala uh.. she n0es about it.
mr goy:(pissed i guess) u tell her to find mii.. u undrstand.?
mii.. yuh...

watever lurh ehkk.. stupiid teacher... i st0mache pain sum0re still wanna make mii angry fer nth.. wanna win onii.. hahahz.. thn afta tat went bck t0oh class. happi t0oh c evry1.. hahaz.. i miss thm l0ts lurh seyy.. n skewl as per n0rmal.. thn art.. chat here n thr wit mirah n lynee.. klaka uh k0rg.. hahhaz.. sing here n thr.. lyk mad ppl lyk tat.. hahaz.. afta skewl.. went t0oh CP. g0 banquet cz hungry.. recess nvr eat lurh oi... met safwan.. 0h ma gawd!! effing tall siia.. thn wear s0 smart2.. hahhaz.. lyk wat onii.. nvr even smile at mii.. baddie hymm.. but hu cares.. i've l0nged 4gtten uu.. bt i still rmmbr the pain tat i suffered cz of uu lurh ehkk.. ghurlfwen s0 lyk eeww!! step maner nyer minahh.. ee.. tk dpt uhs.. thn walk here n thr.. thn went HP. met mirahbella n the c0mbia's peeps.. farniie lurh they all.. thn went t0oh cut fringe.. hehhe.. at last.. if nt irritating seyy.. hahaz.. n went hm at last...

i realii am s0rry if i hurt uu.. but the reas0n tat i tell uu is s0 tat i wanna be truthful. i dun evn n0e hym lurh kn.. he's juz a fwen to mii.. n btw.. i'm still nt 0ver hym.. uu thnk i wanna have anthr relationshipp?? plz lurhh.. i'm tired.. i'm realii tired of guys.. i cn nvr possibly undrstnd thm.. plz kays.. i dun wanna have grudges n conflict between the both of us cz i treasure uu lots.. plz dun thnk the negative((=

i realii cnt stop maself fr0m thnking of uu.. it hurts s0 much tat i will begin to cry.. thrs s0 much thngs tat hppn between the both of us.. i miss u.. i nid uu.. n i realii lurve uu.. haishh.. u r ma 1 n onii sey.. i miss the tymes uu called mii huney n the tymes we shred 2geda. i'm reali nt used to being alone.. seriouslii.. i dun get any sense of lurve fr0m anyb0dy except fer uu.. haishh.. how i wish tat u c0uld be mine agn n always.)=

realize 4r0m mistake.. retribution i guess.

2008-06-21T16:46:00.002+08:00

been quite d0wn tiz few days.. had mly dnce practices.. fwens juz cnt st0p making mii laugh.. but cn tat 4eva?? i dun thnk s0o.. wit thm.. seems tat i cn 4get b0ut the thngs tat hd hppn.. bt wen at hm.. all the th0ughts n feelings juz came bck.. i din n0e y.. bt i tried s0 hard.. failed.. i will start missing hym.. sl0wly. i cried silentlii thnking abt the past 2yrs we've been 2geda.. haiss.. i realii wish he c0uld be mine agn bt thn itz juz wishful thnking ryte.. haiss...

2dae w0ke up early cz nd t0oh 0pen the d0or 4 br0.. thn afta tat cnt sliip bck.. s0.. i 0n the c0mp uhs.. waiting n waiting.. alm0st giving up bt thn he onlined. he chatted wiit mii.. he seems s0 different 4r0m the way he is.. i feel smth is diff. n yes.. its true.. he t0ld mii.. abt syazwan thngy.. n i started crying.. n tat m0ment i was t0king 2 mirah.. haiss.. i n0e i made mistakes.. is tat the reas0n y uu are s0 c0ld wiit mii?? i realii wanna n0e.. but did i break up wit uu?? did i stead wit hym?? i realised at tat m0ment n ure the reas0n y i din stead wit hym. the keychain.. tatz his burfdae gift.. haiss.. i n0e it hurts al0t 2 n0e b0ut it.. will we able t0 g0 tiz far if i have chnge ma mind?? n itz lyk a year ag0.. haiss.. wateva it is.. i juz wan uu t0oh n0e tat i lurve uu.. n i cnt lie t0oh maself abt 4getting uu.. i guess u w0nt want t0 t0k t0 mii anym0re.. cz ure hating mii ryte n0w i guess.. i'm sorry.)=

2m0l0 g0nna have wedding perf0rmance.. i'll give ma best yuh... g0nna be a tiring day fer mii.. h0ping 2m0l0 will be a better day fer mii.. kiip t0king t0oh mii ppl.. help mii 4get abt the past.. parents t0king abt m0viing house.. i guess its a great chnce fer mii 2 4get uu..

tatz it.. en0ugh 0f it..!

2008-06-17T22:44:00.004+08:00

gdbye ma lurve..)=

i've had en0ugh.. i h0pe s0o muchh but he still dun undrstnd.. 0kays.. 0h gawd!! itz driving mii craziie.. i dunn0 h0w angry n sad i am ryte n0w. u sh0uld n0e mii by n0w ryte... wanting thngs by saying the opp of it.. hais... i dunn0 wat t0oh d0 alredii.. the m0re i t0k t0oh uu the m0re angrier i bcm.. i l0st h0pe!!! i gave up. tats it. crap here n thr as alwaez.. n0 m0re lurve st0ry fer mii i guess.. i'm d0ne wit it. haiss...........-_-

h0piing anthr day w0uld be a better 1 fer mii... n0 m0re thnking 0f tiz.. u cn d0 ittttttttt!!!!! yeahh!!(=

thngs juz get m0re n m0re c0mplicated i guess.

2008-06-17T12:27:00.002+08:00

ystrdae was a fine dae t0oh mii.. trying t0oh m0ve 0n.. aftern0on decided t0oh clean up ma wardr0be.. thn at nyte.. cuzzy came t0oh ch0ose the kain s0ngket.. t0oh bad akak shikin.. i gt pink ferst.. hehe..((= s0o.. abg t0ld mii abt hymm.. i juz kept quiet nt wanting t0oh say anythng.. watz the p0int 0f hymm helping mii?? he's the 1 hu end tiz n n0w wants t0oh help?? watz his m0tive seyy.. st0p telling mii abt tiz stuff.. i had en0ugh. cause of uu dad l0st his trust 2wards mii.. n mayb i sh0uld thnk y0u fer tat..

2dae.. wake up at 10pluz.. thn decided t0oh online.. he onlined bt thn appear offline.. his making mii feel guilty. hais! i dunn0 wat t0oh d0 alredii.. ure juz trying t0oh say tat i dun lurve uu anym0re n tat i'm faking it ryte.. juz tell mii straight t0oh the p0int lurhh.. n itz juz a n0 use of us being 2geda agn. uu dunn0 ma situation n thr uu r accusing mii by saying tat i dun care h0w uu feel anym0re.. haiss.. wat m0re cn i say ryte.. thnk of anythng for all i care.. i gave up.. seriouslii gave up..

skewl's g0nna 0pen s0on.. i juz wanna c0ncentrate 0n ma studiies.. n getting gd grades.. n 0s0.. spend ma tyme t0oh the fullest wiit ma fwens.. ive neglected uu guys fer 2 yrs.. n i'm nt g0nna d0 tat agn.. i pr0mise tat i'll alwaez be thr fer uu..

amirahhh~ thnk y0u fer all the thngs u've d0ne.. but all of it juz ends up t0oh be nth.. i'm s0rry.. but i juz cnt be wiit hym anym0re.. thnx fer all the care tat u've given mii.. i appreciate it lots((=.. kiter blaja kays.. n have gd grades 2geda..!!((=

mirahbella~thnx fer wat u've d0ne t0oh mii t0o.. have been uch of great help t0oh mii.. gerl.. uu cn d0 it.. he's juz not fer uu.. n0 p0int putting h0pe t0oh tat kind of guy.. n abt tat thng.. i dun thnk the c0nsequences will be tat bad.. juz pray hard tat nth bad will hppn.. i'll alwaes be thr fer uu.. we c0ncentrate on 0ur dnce kays.. lets be a gd leader n pr0ve tat teacher wr0ng!!((=

stress.. upset.. speechless!! i'm sorry.

2008-06-14T17:07:00.004+08:00

t0o many thiings juz hppn t0oh mii tiiz week.. be it gd 0r bad.. th0ught i c0uld lurve thm afta spending 3 daes at kl.. haiss.. but itz n0w a t0tal of different thng.. i dunn0 watz ma feelings rryte n0w.. thres juz 2 thngs in ma miind ryte now.. n tat is i hate ma br0ther.. n i pity hymm.. realii.. i din expect it tiz way.. n plz lurhh.. father din evn beat mii n there uu r beating mii... hu am ii t0oh uu seyy.. juz a br0ther.. eeww!! wat br0ther siia.. u r juz 1 h0peless br0ther hu d0esnt evn b0ther abt h0w others feel.. n itz lyk.. bcz of uu.. i have bcm lyk tiz.. dun uu realise tat ure teachiing mii ur way of lyf.. n u kiip critisizing mii.. wth! u r juz a n0b0dy lurhh ehkk.. i hate uu s0o muchh.. fiine.. i am n0 sister of urs 0kays.. if tatx wat uu wan.. s0 be it.. i had en0ugh 0f it..

haiss.. i'm g0ing craziie if tiz g0es 0n.. i hate ma lyf.. realiie hate it.. n uu.. i'm realii s0rry fer wat had hppn.. i n0e tat ure g0nna hate mii fer tat.. haiss.. bad thngs juz kipps happening t0oh mii.. n tat i n mirah b0th have pr0bs at the same tyme.. i guess we b0th r destined t0oh be fwens.. m0re thn fwens i mean.. itz juz fate i guess.. haiss. i'm t0o tired t0 cry n thnk b0ut tiz ledii.. i guess itz over between us.. i dun wanna disturb uu anym0re.. it will onii cause uu m0re harm.. haiss.. the hardest thng t0oh d0 is t0oh let you go dear.)=

thnx fer the mem0ries.. ill alwaez remember uu dear.. uu'll alwaez be ma very best dear ever. we r not fated t0oh be 2geda i guess.. appreciate all the thngs tat u hab d0ne..be happy alwaez.. wish uu the best!((=

2008-06-03T13:48:00.002+08:00

uhmm.. been few days since i bl0g.. 0kays.. last week had been a buziie week fer.. well tiz week t0oh i guess.. wed.. meeting hymm..((= thurs gt smth on wiit ma teacher.. fri plan t0oh miit b0th of ma syg.. but nt sure uhs.. thn sat n sun will be spend ma wh0le dae at cuzz h0use.. cz akak sedare g0ing get married.. g0nna be FUN!! yeahh.. cnt waiit fer tat dae.. hehe.. last week.. been haviing practices fer the weddin perf0rmance.. kesian bainun.. stress seyy.. hahaz.. but thn it was quite well d0ne evnth0ugh she 4get some of the parts.. but overall i enj0y it al0t2..! Ferst tyme seyy enj0y smpai cmniie.. but thn t0o bad mirah tkder.. if nt sure fun seyy! okays.. i miss her alot!!((=.. saturday went t0oh cuzz h0use.. cz she nikah tat day.. did an embarrassing thing.. hahaz.. shall nt t0k b0ut it.. hahaz.. nn akak shikin kept laughiing.. hahaz.. paiseyy sey.. hahhaz.. it was a very tiring week fer mii seyy.. but thn enj0y it very muchh.. l0ong tyme nvr c both of ma syg seyy.. cnt wait t0oh miit uu guyz lurhh oii!! hehe((=

enot.. hehe.. dun dwell on it kays.. be str0ng.. pr0ve t0oh hym. make hym regret fer his action.. i feel s0o s0rry fer uu.. sorry.. but i din n0e h0w t0oh help uu..)= btw.. juz be str0ng aiitex((= alwaez SMILE!! hehe..

nongnengkuu! hehe.. evrsince i use ma phone.. we hab been msging non-stop.. hahaz.. farniie lurhh uu dear.. s0o mushy.. hahaz.. i LOIKE!! hahahz.. i realli miss uu alot.. hehe..cnt waiit 0oh miit uu 2m0l0..!hehe.. miss ur irritating face lurh seyy.. hahaz.. share l0ts of stuffs 2geda.. uu reallii made mii realize h0w gud it is t0oh be in lurve((=!! ILY!!

mirah o0hh mirahh.. cepat lurhh alikk!! i miss uu lurhh bitch! miss ur LOUD laughter.. hahaz. d0 share mii the thngs tat hppn in cambodia yuh.. hehe.. rafeah kuu!!! hehe

FUN... ann0yiing.. n...FUN!!

2008-05-29T22:51:00.001+08:00

well well well.... l0ong tyme nvr bl0g.. miss bl0ggiing lurhh.. yesterdae2 juz came bck fr0m pahang.. i miss pahang yet relieve t0oh be h0me.. hehe.. i miss th0se fun evnth0ugh ppl juz kept makiing mii angry due t0oh s0me stupiid stuffs.. urghh!! wateva lurh ehkk.. i dun give a F*** abt it lurh ehkk.. n itz thn t0ohh th0se peeps 0f miine hu kept mii g0o craziie! hehe.. n t0ohh ma r0ommates raii n atiq.. uu guyz rawks ma days thr yaw!!! hehe.. n t0oh the 0ther three.. sharzlynn..amalina..aishah.. thnks fer beiing s0o CRAZIIE N HYPHER!! hehe.. i miss the tymes wen we will sh0ut on our way t0 a j0urney wen riding the 'HILUX'=lorry.. hahahz.. u guyz r the best.. n t0 the 4 guys thr.. u guyz r great.. but thn busyb0dy.. f0ll0w us evrywhr.. ahhaz.. t0oh shuk0r.. ure h0t wen wearing tat baju melayu n samping of urs.. hehe.. i n0e ur secret.. heheh..((= ii dun wish t0oh t0k abt th0se unhappy tymes.. cz itz realii damn ann0yiing lurhh.. i miss ma keluarga angkts lurh..!! wiish t0oh be thr agn.. i miss ppl 0vrthr..!!!)=

i miss ma n0ngnEng l0ts lurh seyy.. kept thinking abt hym duriing ma trip.. rai..atiq n ii kept t0kiing b0ut our boyfiies.. hehe.. s0o farniie lurhh.. watz evn m0re farniie is tat we t0k abt political issues sey b4 sleepiing.. bbual tayik katerkn.. hahaz.. it realii remiinds mii of the kl trip seyy.. hehe.. n wen rai n ii were t0kiing.. atiq alwaes orhorh(sleeping).. s0o lyk ella.. hahaz.. farniie lurh uu guyz..

i'm g0nna miss mirahbella.. she went t0oh cambodia t0ohdae.. will be bck on 2nd june ii thnk.. aww!! i miss g0ssiping wiit her... hopefully she'll be alriites yuh!! i'll pray fer uu dear!! hehe..

s0o.. 2m0l0 gt dnce pract.. my g0d!! itz lyk s0o confusiing lurhh.. i dun lyk perf0rmiing seyy.. serious.. aiyer.. very tiring lurhh.. thn saturdae nd g0 ma aunty h0use cz ma kakak sedare nikah.. aiiiyer.. wat a week fer mii lurhh!! 2dae supp0se t0oh g0 skewl take rep0rt b0ok but thn teacher nd g0 hm early.. s0o at last nvr g0.. irritating seyy.. bt thn nt teacher fault lurh.. n 0s0 nt ma parents fault cz they werkiing mah.. hais.. guess have t0oh waiit till skewl re0pen.. i realii wanna n0e ma results seyy.. hais.. t0oh bad lurh sab)=

i'm sorry if i have been hurting uu agn n agn.. i dunn0e watz wiit mii. but itz juz tat.. u kept irritate mii n tat uu juz dun undrstnd mii.. u kept telling mii h0w u felt.. have u evr w0nder h0w i felt each tyme we f0ught.. u kept saying..'i'm feeling s0 sad ryte now. i felt so lonely'.. wat abt mii?? have u asked mii h0w ii realii felt.. d0 uu thnk i am angry wiit uu fer nth?? i kept thnking if i wanna give uu a sec0nd chnce 0r nt.. but thn wen uu ask mii tat n tat uu said th0se werds.. uu reallii melt ma heart.. n tat i felt tat i wasthe 1 hu is wr0ng.. n i decided t0oh give u anther chnce.. i n0e uu realli lurve mii n i lurve uu t0ohh.. but watz the p0int of being 2gthr if uu dunn0 wat ii felt.. n plz.. u n0e i dun lyk t0oh be asked wen i'm nt in a gd m0od.. but thn i truly am verii s0rry.. i was at fault t0ohh..s0rry dear..

happie.. sad.. angryy???? clueless!!!

2008-05-23T11:33:00.000+08:00

well.. yeahh.. 2dae went skewl as per n0rmal.. gt t0k b0ut crime prevention n blah3.. crap lurhh!! waste tyme 0nii... thn gt use ur hand campaign but wh0le class nvr d0 anythng.. hahhaz.. laziie t0oh briing the stuff all.. s0o the melecehkn.. duriing the t0kiings.. mirahh.. mii.. n lynee.. kiip t0kiing.. hahaz.. abt evrythng tat have hppn recentlii... thn went h0me.. niid t0 bath n pack cz later gt dnce till 4.. penat lurh oii.. aiiyer.. n ma stuff ish still unpackk.. fuck luhh!! watever!!

ystrdae... s0o muchh things hppn.. dunn0 if i should be happie 0r sad.. in the m0rniing as usual come skewl.. lynee nvr c0me.. mirah was pissed.. hahaz.. relax luhhh.. she 0verslept luh gerll.. aiiyer.. thn after skewl went t0oh ma h0use.. watch tv.. thn evry1 felt hungry.. s0 went t0oh hgpt thn eat.. chat here n there.. thn parted ways cz ii meetiing hymm.. thn miit hymm.. i juz kept mum uhs.. thn later.. he cried.. kk.. paper luhh.. th0ught tat itz 0ver uh.. hymn nt be angry wiit m.. thn suddenlii.. his fwen c0me.. lyk wth siia.. ystrdae our 2anni.. but i juz dun even feel happiie or excited.. damn luhh.. th0ught wanna spend tymes wiit uu fer awhile.. i g0ing pahang on sats n tiz is wat ii get.. hais.. i juz felt angryy..thn i went h0me.. without l0oking at hymm.. decided t0oth g0 t0 mirah's h0use.. let out evrythng sey..n at nyte.. father kiip carik psl wiit mii.. dunn0 fer wat reas0n.. fuck off luh eykk.. urghh!!mirah dear.. i' s0rry.. i din realise tat.. i realli lurve haviing uu back bestiie((=!! ily lurhh BITCH!! hahaz.. at nyte i culdnt sliip.. ma heart felt angry, dissapp0inted n sad.. hais.. at ast.. i cried.. i'm juz t0oh sad.. i dun thnk uu still undrstand mii.. tat tyme u lyk trying t0oh say tat i pentingkn kwn daripade uu wen u nk miit ii.. thn biler dh jumper.. aleh2 kwn uu ader.. aper sehh.. wat uu tryiing t0oh tell mii uh?? freakiing pissed sey!! urgghh!!!

2008-05-20T22:19:00.000+08:00

b0ut 2dae... uhmm.. skewl as per n0rmal.. wit peepz hu nvr stops makiing ma lyfe a w0nderful 1.. hehe.. thnx miirah n lynee.. uu realli make ma day deariies!!((= juz now gt t0k.. 0kaeluh.. nt tat bad luh ehkk.. chat here chat thr.. but still listen t0oh the t0k uhs.. hehe.. 'bnyk2 ikan, ikan ape yg malu??' mirah started t0oh ask mii n lynee.. thn lynee said..' ikan malu2'.. she said wr0ng n the ans is SARDINE.. i was lyk huh?? y of all sardine luh kn.. thn she say cz ITZ INSIDE A TIN.. i was lyk wth.. hahaz.. laugh till i cry seyy.. hahaz.. thn aftern0on nd t0oh d0 s0me mly dnce stuff.. b4 tat nd t0oh f0ll0w mirah went hm t0oh take the stuff but thn i f0ll0w mirahh g0 mac n chat fer awhile.. fun luhh k0rg!! hehe.. well did all the stuffs thn went miit ra0f n blah blah blahh..((= thn went h0me at 6.. w0o0ohh!! damn tired lurh seyy.. hahaz.. bt i enj0yed wiit uu guys juz n0w yuh((=.. u guys realli made ma day!!

n if uu thnk tat i'm using uu.. well i guess ure wr0ng.. t0 mii.. itz the 0ther way r0und.. thnk of it f0r all i care.. i'm sick 0f crying n trying t0oh please uu luh.. plz luhh.. t0oh mii we r juz fwens.. close fwens perhaps.. i din even thnk of tat.. but when u wr0te th0se werds.. it realli describes the diff. of uu fr0m wat ii n0e.. i gave up.. btw. s0rry if i've d0ne anythng wr0ng t0ohh uu..(= ii realli miss th0se tymes spending wiit uuu.. haiss.. mayb itz realli ma fault.. but i dun undrstnd.. i realli cnt..

bii!! uu reallii made ma day juz n0w.. i'm s0rry b0ut the news.. i've been feeling pressurized lately.. i'm reallii s0rry if i made uu feel w0rried.. i guess.. i alwaez made uu feel w0rried.. stupiid mii.. i'm reallii s0rryy.. juz wanna tell uu tat i lurve uu alwaez.. ure ferst on ma list dear...!((= 2more days..!!! w0o0h0o0!!!!

2008-05-17T09:25:00.000+08:00

2dae w0ke up at 8.30.. cz nd t0oh wake abg up.. urghh!! punyer luhh susahh.. sliip lyk pig siia.. assh0le lurh hymm..! 2dae gt nth much 2 sae.. had t0oh pick ma adeq at mdrsh cz grndma alek kamp0ng 2dae.. so0 the tr0ubles0me lurhs.. thn 2dae niid t0oh pack2 cz 2m0l0 g0ing kamp0ng.. urghh!! i dun wan f0ll0w luhh.. laziie lurhh seyy!! aiiyerr.. actualii.. 2dae wanna g0 0ut wiit n0ngneng t0oh his fwen burfdae ii thnk.. hahaz.. nt sure lurhs.. s0wiie ehkk.. cnt f0ll0w lurhh..)= nxt tyme perhaps(=... nd t0oh study fer 2m0l0 exam t0ohh.. hahaz.. ferst tyme studyiing fer ma mdrsh exam seyy.. hahaz.. mayb g0ing out t0dae.. buyiing s0me 0f ma thngs fer ma pahang triip.. o0o0o0ohh!! cnt waiit t0 g0 t0oh pahangg lurhh.. t0o0 bad miirahh dun hab.. iif not sure funn luhh.. aiiyerr!!

ystrdae.. was quite fun pluz tiring luhh.. in the m0rniing class as per n0rmal.. teacher give the hand0uts 0f 0ur p0st exam activity.. s0o the mepek luhh.. career seminar??lol.. hahaz.. i ch0se hospitality n t0urism management talk.. i lurb iit luhh.. heheh.. thn gt ma art results.. g0shh!! i'm s0 happy seyy.. i gt sec0nd in ma art class.. hahaz.. but 1st in ma class luhhs.. heheh.. s0o happie tat i jump seyy.. hahahz.. s0o.. 3pass 3 fail ii guess.. haiss.. reallii sad fer ma eng luhh.. wthh!! teacher s0o strict seyyy.. haiss.. nehmiind luh sabb..(= afta skewl went h0me t0 chnged cz gt mly dnce in the aftern0on.. l0o0ng tyme seyy n0 mly dnce.. n0w dnce lyk quite kek0k ledii.. hahaz.. on the way t0oh skewl.. smth embarassing hppn t0oh mii.. hahahaz... n mirah cn still laugh.. paiseyy seyy.. hahahz.. wateva luhh.. s0o went t0oh skewl.. learn new dnce!! javanese dnce.. c0ol seyy.. but quite difficult uhs.. thn afta tat we d0 s0me spilts n bridges.. hahaz.. abit m0re seyy thn i cn d0 splits ledii.. hahaz.. instruct0r s0 bad! pain seyy.. ppl sl0wly d0ing the splits.. thn he g0 pul ma leg.. paiin seyy!! hahaz.. but i lurve hymm luh!! he rawks!! heheh((= at niite went grandma h0use as per n0rmal.. nenek's c0oking s0o delicious seyy.. hahaz.. afta eating, ii watch tv.. 'lagak datin muda'.. hhahaz.. farnnie seyy the sh0w yet a sad ending.. hahaz.. aunty s0 farniie.. kept laughiing non-stop.. hahaz.. n ma adeq sedare was lyk keep disturbiing mii.. punyer luh irritating.. hahaz..

last thursdae..in the the aftern0on hang out wiit ma loveliies... hehe.. i lurve thm lurhh!! they juz rawks!!! hahaz.. met at hgpt.. thn went t0oh eat at kfc.. mirahh lyk craziie gerl lyk tat,, kept laughiing non-stop n one 0f the w0rker ask..'y uu kept laughiing uh? wats s0 farniie?' hahaz.. ii laugh thn i sayy..'dunno luh her.. t0o happy i guess.. hahaz..' thn tiz gr0up 0f indian gerls kept stariing at us fer nth.. craziie lurh they all.. lyk lesbian siia.. eewhh!!afta they finish eating.. one of thm c0me t0oh us saying'soory fer disturbiing.. juz wanna say uu preety n s0 0n..' i was lyk huh? aper dier mepek seyy.. hahaz.. craziie bunch 0f ppl.. hahaz.. overall.. itz fun lurh!! they realii mae mii g0 0o0o0olala..!! hahaz.. serious seyy... din realize tat uu guyz meant s0o much t0oh mii.. n i realii lurve lynee n0wadays.. she realii change AL0TS!!!((= camwh0red while lepakiing.. hahaz..

ii realii hate you!! uu sh0uted at mi fer nth seyy.. cnt uu c tat i'm sleepingg... y r uu sh0uting lyk s0me craziie fucked up guy? urghh!! i realli cnt stand it luhh.. i'm g0ing craziie luhh!! seriouslii seyy.. y r uu alwaez sh0utiing at mii?? reallii hate it luhs.. th0ught u've change ur att 2wards mii.. but thn itz all wr0ng!! urghh!! wateva luhhh... i dun give a damn anym0re b0ut uu.. i gave up!!

results!!...

2008-05-14T21:38:00.000+08:00

2daee!!.... wake up late cz skewl started latee.. went t0oh skewl wit mirahbelle.. reach skewl... gt 2 n0e amirahh nn lynee nvr come.. 00o0ohh..! i'm al0ne lurhh seyy.. b0red t0oh death seyy juz n0w.. i miss thm lurhh..kk.. 2dae get ma papers.. did better luh.. nt tat bad.. failed ma chem by juz ONE mark seyy.. urghh!! watevaluh ehkk.. surelii g0nna fail ma combiined sc n humans.. realli lost h0pe fer b0th 0f tat sub.. urghh!! ma mathh.. 0kae luhh.. but al0t 0f carelessness.. haiss.. if nt the marks m0re betta lurhh.. fer mly ii gt 240/300..hehe.. din n0e tat ii pass.. th0ught i was g0nna fail.. but itz the opp.. hehe.. s0o greatfull((=..guess i have t0oh studyy MORE fer ma 0ther examinations!!

abg makiing MILKSHAKE fer mii n adeq.. w0oh0o!! sedap seyy.. he's makiing 0re0 ch0colate n als0 ch0colate milkshake!! tried s0me!! it was SUPERB!! hehe.. thnx br0!! ure realli great!!((=.. din n0e he w0uld be tiz kiind t0 mii n adeq.. heheh.. abgkuu RAWKZ lurhh!! hehhe..

i miss ma baby-sitters! i realli d0.. they treat mii lyk their own child seyy.. they treat mii much2 m0re betta thn ma parents.. reallii!! h0w ii wish they cn t0ok care 0f mii again.. i miss their pamperedness.. their scoldings.. n many m0re.. h0w ii realli wishh they are ma real parents eventh0ugh they are quite old.. n as fer ma dad.. y muz uu make mii hate uu again wen i juz started t0oh lurve uu.. th0ught ure diff. fr0m m0m.. but i guess i'm wr0ng.. haiss.. i reallii wishh b0th of uu c0uld undrtsnd mii juz lyk ma baby-sitters d0.. haiss.. when cn tat they c0me?? haiss..)=

guess tat uu guyz r juz t0o childishh.. wth! fighting 4 s0me stuhpiid reas0n?? lerr.. tatz s0 immature 0f uu guyz.. en0t.. i guess uu reallii nd 2 s0lve tiz pr0b quicklii.. felt s0rriie fer uu t0ohh.. s0rriie.. i cnt help uu.. d0 cheer up aiitex!!((=

yeah!! at lastt.. i t0ld everythng t0oh uu.. wat a relief!! hehe.. thnx fer being s0o undrstnding..((= uu made mii feel s0o differentlii.. hehe.. i realli d0 lurb uu l0tz.. reallii surprised mii wiit ur reaction juz now.. haha.. ure the BEST lurhh!! iLy!!! o0o0hh... n0ngnengkushh..!!

BBq 0oohh BBq!!

2008-05-13T15:48:00.000+08:00

well... yeahh.. at last!! made maself a blog uh.. hahaz.. thnx t0ohh NUR AMIRAH RADEWAN!!
hehe.. thnx rus!! hehe. ily ghurlfwen!!

ystrday was FUN FUN FUN!! hehe.. bbq was great evnth0ugh liitle ppl came.. woke up in the m0rning.. thn miit the guys n b0ught the thngs fer the bbq thngy.. thn went t0oh ma h0use.. cm kenduriii lurh seyy.. ahahz.. afta tat watch m0viie.. JUMPER! quite mepek luhh.. reach the place at b0ut 2pluz.. swiim fer awhile.. thn set the place up.. thn went bck t0oh swiim n play sand againn. 0o0o0o.. i lurb SWIMMING!! hehe.. k0rg gerek lurh kans.. n0ngneng n fwens thn came arnd 5 pluz.. chat2 wiit thm thn leave thm fer awhiile cz i hungry.. hehe.. afta tat he ask mii f0ll0w g0 mac thn i tag al0ng.. m0m0n s0o farniie lurhh.. hahaz.. hey MIKE! hahazz.. bunch 0f farniie ppl lurh uu guyz.. hahaz.. i realli have sh0o much fun ystrdae.. n at last itz 0ver.. wat a relief!! hehe.. tiring + very the enj0yiing!! hehe

NONGNENG... i din realize h0w much uu mean t0o mii.. i guess i juz realize it n0w.. the m0re i c y0u.. the m0re i miss uu... is tat wat uu called lurve?? 0o0o0!! i'm s0o MISSing uu greatlyy dear.. thnx fer cheering ma dae!! i realli am in lurve wiit uu!!((=